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Sunday, May 10, 2009

When i was young, i dont believe in karma and retribution.. Until one day my bf cheated on me then i realised it is retribution.. Because when i was young, i always cheated on other guys.
Yesterday I asked him what if i have other guy behind his back what will he do. He said he will break up with me or strangle me.. After meeting him i decided not to tell lies anymore.. I msg him n told him that i have other guys behind his back.. I am really tired in telling lies and i tired of having guilty conscience.. Each time i see him i really think that we have drift apart.. I don't know how long can we last.. He always said i need to put more effort in this relationship.. He said i need to treat him good.. Then how about me.. Who treat me and who give me attention.. He said i have so many better choices why stick with him.. Ganga said that Rihana Unfaithful suit me alot..
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
Hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true
and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well
cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah

Ya.. this song really suit me.. I really don't want to do this anymore.. I don't want to kept having other guy behind his back.. I am tired of all this.. All i want is just a guy love me for who i am and dote me.. He said he don't know whether he will forgive me anot.. Maybe i should let go.. Can anybody tell me what to do..