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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
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me 2dAy damm angry wif my stupid idiotic daddy.. not only me angry sock wee also angry wif him 2.. actually we both wanted 2 go watch movie on tis coming thurs but nw we r not going cos we r angry wif daddy.. he really dunno how 2 manage time.. last nite cal me n say haf dinner at 7.30 pm.. it was so late sia.. in e end i jus cal him can meet early ornot.. he say sheila end class at 5 pm .. tis is e only early time 2 eat.. den he say they having dinner b4 us.. tis mean tat if i nvr cal him n ask him again.. tis mean tat me n sock wee will b eating air la .. so tis mean tat we r not fren la.. cannot eat 2gether meh.. y mus eat separately.. not going 2 talk 2 him anymore.. always doing things last min n always late.. i hated ppl doing things last min.. he think wat... those 2 hrs can already take a plane 2 bangkok le... dun talk abt him anymore if not i sure blood burst out 1... next time dun ever ask him 2 organise things again le.. me already so sick le he still wan 2 make me angry... damm bloody idiot.... haf enough of him le...

Wednesday, May 25, 2005
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i really find tat god is playing a joke on me.. last sat my ex cal me but my tat stupid sis ask me 2 ans.. he asked y i gave back all e photos 2 his sis.. i told him tat there is no use 4 me 2 keep.. i treat him very coldly.. dunno i he still so cheap n bastard .. still dare 2 cal me.. anyway i dun wish 2 noe anymore abt his things cos i already 4get who is tis bastard le.. haiz.. me still feel sick.. dunno y.. haf been coughing 4 almost a mth le.. sian.. yesterday jus help sock wee 2 do fortune telling.. tat bk really accurate sia.. hee.. i tink my target is 2 buy a tarot cards.. hee.. recently i jus find tat my sis had changed le.. she had started 2 smoke.. haiz.. very defiant.. but i choose not 2 bother.. dunno y recently my fren jus like 2 introduce guys 2 me.. mayn they scared tat nobody wan me ba.. haha.. next sat gonna meet jessie.. n she is introducing guy 2 me again.. aiyo.. tis type thing haf 2 depend on fate.. 2 bad i already haf sum1 in my mind le.. hee...

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
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me still sick.. haiz.. last sat jus went 2 marc chalet.. but i was still having fever b4 meeting daddy.. felt very blur n sleepy.. dun feel like talking.. haiz.. haf been coughing 4 so many wks le.. maria had baked a chocolate cake.. it very delicious.. hee.. e chalet was very fun .. but after e chalet i went home.. i bcum more sick.. i even vomited b4 i slept.. e moment i c my bed i was so happy.. hee.. but e next day i woke up i cough very badly.. i only feel like sleeping.. sorry fren tat i nvr cal.. didnt mean not 2 cal but e thing is i dun really feel like talking only.. when i went 2 chalet my younger sis nvr went home.. i started 2 get disappointed in her.. dun really feel like bother so much le.. she big enough 2 tink le.. as 4 me.. hope tat i will recover soon..

Wednesday, May 11, 2005
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me yesterday jus went sata 2 review my hb... but end up tat doctor say tat i having a bad asthma n haf 2 eat medicine.. if not better i haf 2 do a xray 2 c any probloem in my lung.. haf been coughing 4 many days... cough until i wan 2 vomit le.. nw my stomach was so painful due 2 e coughing.. haiz.. i hate it man...tis morning i had a fever .. haiz.. hope tat i can recover by tis sat cos gonna go chalet..hee.. so many nites i cant slp.. haiz.. haf 2 eat somany medicine..sian.. yesterdayi was very shocked n suprised cos i saw a guy who i tink in my whole life i wont b seeing him.. haiz.. god is playing a joke on me.. anyway 2day is his bday.. haiz.. since how long i nvr update my blog..haiz.. i ask doctor y my hb is so low.. he say 2 mth later he will do a bloodtest again.. he say scare tat i will haf blood cancer or blood disorder.. haiz.. y lidat.. so nw i haf 2 eat more 2 push up my hb.. haiz,..

你要我如何忘了你

等待一个人并不是相信命运

而是明白除了等待

实在做不了什么

离别是残酷的在

这个世界上没有抛弃的人

只有被抛弃的人

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你要我如何忘了你

除了放弃我还能做些什么

要是不爱我就请你让我先离开

你已经在我的心中

留下了一道伤痕

怎么忘也忘不了

回过头来想

往往是最幸福的时刻

和最难过的时刻同时存在

就这样消然而至的爱情

没有结束没有消失

永远停留在心里

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我会学会如何忘了你