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Thursday, August 25, 2005
hee.. exam finished
hee... yesterday is my last paper of nursing studies... so happy sia... hee.. on tues my sis bought a new hp 4 me.. nokia 7610.. so happy sia.. haha.. last sat jus celebrated shelby bday n maria going 2 navy.. hee.. ya... 2day maria going 2 navy le.. every 1 of us will b missin him.. also dunno when can c him again n mine myself haf 2 go nuh 4 attachment... i also dunno whether m i choosin e rite course anot.. haiz.. since i haf choosen it i mus do wif all my best.. wish me luck.. gotta go meet jane le.. hee..
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
i also dunno wat m i doing now
me nw realli dunno which day nw... very blurred.. i also dunno wat m i talkin.. haiz.. i mus b 2 stressed up wif exam le ba.. me was posted to nuh 4 my attachment.. hee.. i even haf 2 go woodlands polyclinic n school health 4 attachment.. hee.. me got a B 4 my phase test .. so happy.. me was so unlucky my attachment lecture is e 1 who had make me cry on my 1st phase test.. haiz.. 4 my all life i nvr cried in front of my teacher n in e middle of e exam.. paisei sia.. hopefully i can get over e fear ... yesterday i haf a bad headache.. haiz.. pain until i wanted 2 faint le.. haiz.. i was v stressed up sometime i even talk 2 my dog.. haiz.. n sometime in e middlen of my study my asthma will attack me again..
Monday, August 15, 2005
tat nothing tat i wan 2 noe
me jus read maria blog n saw e post abt sheila.. ya..i agree wif him.. maria was also sick 4 many wks le ba.. hope tat he will recover soon cos going 2 ns soon.. hee... 4 these 3 wks wont b seeing him le.. mus take care k.. nw is 7 mth.. alot of ppl burnin paper money..n last thurs jus went 2 c doc cos of asthma again.. haiz..i nvr slept well due 2 asthma.. n plus somemore i haf losted my inhaler n there is only left abit of my last inhaler.. haiz.. i almost wanted 2 collaspe le.. haiz.. den i spent $50 jus 4 e 2 inhaler... 1 is 2 prevent my asthma.. n last fri i havin exam.. i guess i nvr do well.. in e mornin i nvr go sch ..i only go in e noon 2 take my exam.. on e half way thru my exam my asthma attack me again... in e end it affected my concentration on my exam.. haiz.. i really hated my asthma.. nw everyday mus used tat inhaler.. if not i may collasped anytime.. last sat i went orchard n i saw pri n xiao hui.. hee.. so happy.. den after tat i meet jane tat all.. in e evening i was down wif fever n breathin difficulty.. haiz.. i simply no appetitie 2 eat.. n e most funny is i cant differeniate e taste of chicken n duck.. haha.. i tink i mus b really sick le.. i tink i haf changed alot le.. nw i choose 2 b an ordinary person.. dun wish 2 noe so many things ... n these few nite i haf been kept wakin up thinkin tat it was 5 am but is not.. i tink i sufferin from anxiety ba.. haiz.. i get panic easily from e day i studied.. haiz..
Saturday, August 06, 2005
my thoughts
me these few days very fed up n stressed up.. hiaz.. mayb due 2 my mense ba.. i hated it man.. i already anemia le.. yet it cum twice a mth.. i rather die man... haiz.. i told myself tat i will lose contact wif everybody.. cos i v fed up in tis world.. i felt tat i been used.. everybody kept tellin me their own problems as if i myself not stressed up.. as 4 nw.. i dun wan 2 contact any1 includin sugu family.. i tired of conflicts.. i dun wan 2 c them anymore le.. i tired of it le.. n nw i m sick of it le.. damm fed up... haf been wif my exams n my sis again gave problem again... nw i only wished tat i will disappear from this world man... so nw i only wan some quiet moments.. dun wish 2 haf any1 2 disturb me... if not i sure disappear 1... n nw is 7 mth .. again my asthma attack again cos of e smoke... i v frustrated n really dun feel like seeing anybody nw... i haf enough le...so if anybody wan 2 die jus go n die la.... jus dun cum n disturb me wif all ur stupid problems.. i human k... i not god..