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Saturday, February 26, 2005
hmmmm.. weather so bad
hee.. since when i haf update my blog... only nw i free n well 2 write le... tis few days i was not feeling well... cant go out.. if really haf 2 go out i haf 2 wear sunglass cos when i c e sun i will feel like fainting... really very miserable.. stomach was so pain until in e middle of nite i cry 2 myself... no appetites 2 eat.. i tink when i recover i need 2 eat a lot of food 2 recover those days tat i nvr eat... weather so bad sia.. making my sinus n asthma come back again... nw havin major headache as last nite i cant slp well due 2 my blocked nose.. so sian... i was so happy tat last thurs leonard cal me from france.. since how long i haf not seen him... hee... anyway i m really glad tat he cal me... den i tell him a lot of things including who had bully me... haha... anyway he will b back 2 singapore soon.. hee.. so happy.. 2 more wks will b my bday.. my younger sis will buy a converse jacket 4 me n my eldest sis say tat she will buy my fav thing which was very expensive.. she dun wan 2 tell me wat is tat.. my younger sis say it is a surprise.. haha... recently my sis had a new bf... hee... tat fellow name is xiao zhu.. haha.. aiyo den my sis ask when i will getting a bf.. i say let nature take its course.. things cannot been rush..
Saturday, February 19, 2005
lame movie
yesterday watch hide n seek wif sock wee.. both of us find tat movie was very lame... from e start 2 e end of e movie.. both of us catch no ball... really waste money sia... last nite kanna scolded by a mad patient.. told him tat it is a regulation tat we mus check e card.. yet he say we rejected him.. nvr give us a chance 2 explain... wat a mad doggie.. dun bother him.. if he wan 2 complain me go ahead... not scared of him at more i quit.. mad ppl ... sock wee also met a mad guy... stupid sia.. where got ppl say funfair is fun... lame rite.. if a funfair is not fun.. it will not b cal funfair.. stupid sia... lame..... n 1 more sp of we noe tat it is a singapore oldest poly... every1 noe lo.. tat guy damn lame... stupid n silly fellow .. haha.. only me n sock wee noe tat guy from woodlands sec.... haha... hee..later will b going 2 granny house 4 steamboat... haha..
Friday, February 18, 2005
movie day
hee.. me 2day go watch hide n seek wif sock wee later.. haha.. so long nvr watch movie le... but i sound like going 2 b sick soon... last nite us vomit all e food tat i eat... mayb dun haf any appetitie 2 eat ba due my menses ba... stomach cramp again.. i hated it man.. hope tat i wont b vomitting again le... aiyo.. been sneezing 4 e whole morning... these few days weather very hot sia... tmr will b going 2 liyi house 4 a steamboat.. haha... these few days haf been busy wif my assignment... going 2 exams soon... but i tink i still not not ready yet.. might fail again.. i feel like giving up on e exam... hee.. tis coming june me n sock wee decided 2 take japanese language course.. haha... mus save money 4 hp,ps 2,course n of cos studies fee... next yr i will b going back 2 studies.. so nw mus save enough money.. cannot anymore spent le... after my bday i will b finding another job... hee.. so fast 3 more wk will b my bday... so happy... my grandmother will b out from jb 2 do my favourite dish cantonese liang dou fu.. yipee.. so happy... will b celebrating wif my close fren , family,relative n sugu family... sure haf a lot of fun.... haha... yipee... so happy...
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
very tired
me yesterday went out wif wif my mum 2 visit my aunt.. very sian... monday i met sock wee 4 a valentine day dinner..haha.. so fun.. who asked us no bf so haf 2 celebrate 2gether.. we even exchanged present.. haha i find tat i m ready 4 a relationship nw cos i haf already 4get my past le... jus saw my ex sis.. she even talked 2 me.. haha.. glad tat she is fine... hee... later haf 2 work again... next wk will b shawn bday den haf 2 celebrate wif him... tis coming fri i n sock wee will go watch movie.. haha.. so long nvr watch movie wif her le.. mayb we will watch i do i do.. haha.. so tat fri faster come.. den sat haf 2 go liyi house 4 steamboat again.. i tink 4 tis half yr i not going 2 steamboat again...
Sunday, February 13, 2005
ke sian
me jus cut my hair... 2 days i jus dye my hair.. so sian.. went 2 my third aunt house 2 eat.. den all my relative tink tat i still 18 yrs old den i told them i going 2 b 21 yrs old soon.. they kept asking when i will bring my bf 2 let them c.. n they ask me 2 get married next yr.. siao.. me nw still single.. i told them i not gettin married so soon.. somehow i tink tat nowaday kids r so violent.. my 2 nieces fight cos of toys.. aiyo.. 1 is 2 yrs old n another is 1 yrs old.. so small already noe how 2 fight le... so terrible sia.. haiz.. me yesterday whole day was sleeping .. so tired... few days nvr slp le... so fast 1 more mth will b my bday... really grow old le.. me nw dun really wish 2 tink n wish anythings nw.. haha my aunt was so funny sia.. she told me those born on e yr of rat will tao hua yun.. haha ... i dun believe..
Friday, February 11, 2005
at granny house
hee.. me nw at my granny house... so sian ... jus finish talking 2 jenny n chat online wif pris n maria.. haiz.. i really hope jenny will not do silly things.. nw worry 4 her .. haiz... jus nw she msg n cal me.. wat 4 .. she choose 2 end tis frenship.. wat can i do..it is not cos of her tat i msad.. i sad cos of many thigs.. nobody noe.. i really very stressed up.. 2day is new yr yet i not happy... my realtives kept asking me when i will bring my bf 2 let them c.. oh pls... me nw only wan 2 work n study lo... dun wish 2 haf a relationship.. haiz.. oh... i wan 2 say somethings... i hate copycats.. SO DUN KEPT COPYING ME N SOCK WEE WAT WE WEARING LO... different ppl got different taste.. I HATED COPYCAT... SAME AS SOCK WEE LO... SO BEEN URSELF LO...
Monday, February 07, 2005
a tired n sian day
yesterday i was very busy...morning working, noon lesson n in between still haf 2 meet marc n tim sis 2 pass things 2 them.. at nite bbq at tim house..but 2 bad maria cant make it.. i was really tired.. fri i slept at 2 am n wake up at aroubd 7 am... last nite i was happy n sad at e same.. happy 2 celebrate daddy bday n c tim younger sis.. bought a lot of things 4 her n play wif her at e same time... sad cos again in daddy bday i breakdown again.. nearly asthma.. i already felt very bad tat on maria bday i breakdown n haf asthma.. nw again in daddy bday .. i really felt very bad 2 both of them lo.. yesterday i told myself i mus control.. but y mus u make felt so bad n guilty.. it already impossible le.. they alraedy 2gether le.. y mus u cried n make everybody so sian.. i really dun wan 2 scold ya.. y u wan 2 make me cry again.. cos of ya.. i nvr take food n drink beer.. in e end i vomited... i also very tired.. i not only physical tired n nw mentality tired 2... in e end granny, zhen n my other guy fren yifong force me 2 eat.. but i dun haf any appetitie 2 eat le..me nw really look like walking zombie.. haiz.. i was been bullied by yifong.. sob.. so sad.. i rather maria was here... cos is me bully maria not maria bully me.. haha.. tat stupid yifong kept disturbing me n even tickle me n dunno y he carry me 4 nothing.. so angry.. kept insulting me... so sad sia.. even sheila n long jie also nvr help me.. sheila also gang up up wif him bully me.. anyway really thanks pris 4 wat u done.. sock wee .. even thot she dunno how 2 console but still cared 4 me.. granny 4 everynite lenting me her ears.. yifong 4 sending me n fren home.. n yifong stop saying tat i dun haf heart hor... me reach home at around 2 am plus.. den slept at 5 am... only slept 4 2 hrs.. my head was so pain.. leg n arm also pain.. n kept vomiting.. until nw i still haven eat anything.. haiz.. last nite was so cold... going 2 b sick again.. major headache.. sore throat a bit of pain.. dunno when sugu family will haf gathering again.. but tis time i really wish is happy gathering n not sad gathering.. anyway chinese new yr coming soon.. hope tat every1 will enjoy themshelve.. got 2 eat something le.. if not i sure faint 1.. sian ... mense come again le.. jus finish ... nw come 2nd round.. mus b i 2 stress ba..
Thursday, February 03, 2005
damn unluckily
me last working in 888.. but a lot of things happen.. tat stupid doc dun wan 2 give patient mc n den e patient make a scene.. n i haf 2 settle 4 her.. wat e fool man.. me really very tired.. dun wish 2 tink anymore.. recently got no appetitie 2 eat.. also dunno y.. kept having nightmares of my ex threathening me n i failed my exam.. really scary... dun wish 2 tink anymore,, if really still got so many things happen,, i might cancelled my chalet n dun invite my fren.. cos i really pissed off of things happening.. stressed up.. nw i dun wish 2 bother them anymore.. if not i sure ended up in mental hospital.. i hated ppl do things 4 other ppl sake.. wat 4 ... so miserable.. i really realised tat fren dun really understand me.. also dunno y.. sumtime i might b moody n get frustrated easily.. but i haf my own reasons..n i find there is no need 2 tell ppl.. so many things happen.. how do u wan me not 2 breakdown.. if i really cant take it.. i will sure go 2 a place where nobody noe me n start over again.. all i wan 2 say.. to my ex...if u happen 2 c my blog.. all i wan is pls let me go.. stop calling me n dun wait 4 me.. we really got no chance.. i already dun luv ya anymore..wat 4 make each other so miserable.. really no use le.. if u still pestering me again.. i will sure leave spore.. dun force me 2 do so.. i really tired le.. i already grow up le.. i noe how 2 take care of myself... n u mus work hard in ur work.. u already not young le.. 5 more yrs u will b 30 yrs.. so grow up ba.. stop acting like a little children..
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
jus let me free if u truly luv me
tis morning, my ex cal me again.. but i didnt pick up e phone.. last fri he also cal but i ignored it.. cos i dun find tat i haf e need 2 contact wif him.. i already dun luv him.. y jus he jus let me go.. all i wan is a fresh new start.. i very tired.. all i noe if u truly luv tat person even not 2gether.. u will also wish tat person is happy wif e 1 they luv.. y jus he let me go.. cos being wif him i was so stressed up n my life is upside down.. nw i already put down all e past.. y he wan 2 make me tink again.. it is very miserable.. he dun force me .. i will jus lose contact wif all my fren including my family jus 2 escape him.. cos i really cant take it anymore.. anyway i already haf sum1 in my heart.. but i wont let him noe.. he will nvr noe.. haiz.. god really playing a joke on me.. i really turning mad soon cos of work n organ.. major headache.. somehow i wish i can run away.. btw, i really angry wif my guy fren alex.. 2 much sia.. i treat him so gd.. even help him 2 find his ringtone ... yet he say me only worth 50 cents.. i tink he only worth 1 cent.. so bad.. not going 2 talk 2 him anymore.. really very angry n sad...later still haf 2 work.. ke sian.. tmr will b meeting daddy 2 buy bbq foods.. n wed ihaf 2 buy his present in btw my work break.. really busy this few days.. haiz