January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
This will be the last post for 2008..
2008 can consider is a bad and good year.. At starting of the 2008 alot of things happen between me and my ex (ben).. I went through depression and it affected my work.. I find out my ex have another gal behind me and i realised i loved him too much until i forget who am i.. I cut my wrist because of him and make my family and friends worry for me.. i will never forget how my mum cry when she saw me like that.. Good is i realised he is not a good man.. And Prissy and me become good friend.. Because of her i changed my attitude at work.. Never MC and work hard.. She teach me alot of things.. I am grateful to have her as my boss..
I wish 2009 will be a better year and i should forget what have happen in 2008..
Today i went out with prissy and jowie.. Jowie asked me when will i want to settle down.. I told her if i meet the right one i will settle down.. But something things are hard to say.. Nobody will know what will happen in future.. You may say that i afraid of commitment.. but after so many things happen i am afraid of commitment.. Really.. Tomorrow i still have to go back to work.. well to all my frens happy new yr... :)
2008 can consider is a bad and good year.. At starting of the 2008 alot of things happen between me and my ex (ben).. I went through depression and it affected my work.. I find out my ex have another gal behind me and i realised i loved him too much until i forget who am i.. I cut my wrist because of him and make my family and friends worry for me.. i will never forget how my mum cry when she saw me like that.. Good is i realised he is not a good man.. And Prissy and me become good friend.. Because of her i changed my attitude at work.. Never MC and work hard.. She teach me alot of things.. I am grateful to have her as my boss..
I wish 2009 will be a better year and i should forget what have happen in 2008..
Today i went out with prissy and jowie.. Jowie asked me when will i want to settle down.. I told her if i meet the right one i will settle down.. But something things are hard to say.. Nobody will know what will happen in future.. You may say that i afraid of commitment.. but after so many things happen i am afraid of commitment.. Really.. Tomorrow i still have to go back to work.. well to all my frens happy new yr... :)
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Today i am not in a good mood.. Damm moody. That why i find christine to go singing with me.. I need some fresh air.. Arghh
Friday, December 26, 2008
Today i am very demoralised.. i suddenly forget how to play my organ.. i simply cant concentrate on my playing. damm it.. Haiz. Friend have asked me do i really love jonathan or i still love my ex ben.. Well, Ben may be e one that i will forget and the one that i love until i have forget who am i.. but now the one i am with is jonathan.. it is no longer ben.. my life still have to move on. even though i cant promise i can love jonanthan as much as ben.. but i will try.. Love is a gamble.. because you will never know when will you win or lost.. But no matter what happen, the most important is to face it and not to deny it.. So now i choose to let God decide my fate.. Nothing in this world is forever.. No matter what the outcome will be i will not have regret being with him.. :) so friends please dont worry abt me.. No matter what happen in future i will be strong..
Thursday, December 25, 2008
I realli enjoy today.. merry xmas to all my dear frens.. thanks lija, teng teng and sock wee for celebrating xmas wif me.. :)
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Verena is very moody now cos of her menses.. :( Feel like crying..
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Things at this world are really hard to say.. Sometime thing that you see with your own eyes you will never believe it.. Haiz.. Now i rather i never see anything..
I am so tired.. I having my mense now..
I am so tired.. I having my mense now..
Monday, December 08, 2008
Yesterday i went singing with my sister Christine.. I think Christine and i are addicted to singing. LoL.. I wanna go singing again.. So fast tmr i have to work.. Tmr Dr fam have a make up clinic in e noon.. i hope his mood is gd tmr.. Today whole day i have been tidy house and watch zhu guan bao qi. Very nice show..
Sunday, December 07, 2008
Yeah.. i m going to party world for singing now.. Hee.. I cant wait.. Will update when i back home
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
Today is a bad day for me.. Sian, Fall down and i have a big scar on my leg.. Damm it.. Today compre is a mad house. Dilating also... I tink i have lose all my image today.. :( Kept shouting and shouting.. i m so tired..