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Sunday, October 30, 2005
Emotional unstable

Me last nite very upset.. I cried during e service.. After tat i nvr meet maria tat all.. Den i cried in front of germaine cos i really cant take it le.. I haf been controllin my tears so long le.. A lot of my patients passed away.. I havin nightmare n i tink of their of their face even i slp.. I really did not slp well.. Until nw i still very depressed.. So even u tell a joke on me i will take it very seriously.. Cos i really cant tink .. Nobody understand me..U all will not understand e sadness n e pain i going thru.. Nobody ... Nw i really cant smile n laugh anymore le.. I dun feel like eatin n slp anymore le.. Jus treat me tat i haf die le..

Thursday, October 20, 2005
very sad sad t_t

haiz... me was v upset.. cos my fren had lost my hp.. haiz... inside tat hp contain a lot of memories n photos.. inside haf my fren photos n lot of things.. haiz.. tis cant blame my fren.. even paid me e money it also cant bring back my hp... haiz... but wat done is done .. no point pinning on it.. T_T

Friday, October 14, 2005
my thoughts

hmmm.. yesterday is my last day in surgical ward.. next wk will b going 2 medical ward.. me miss e patients n all e staff at there.. i rmb got 1 patient who is deaf n mute.. he so poor thing.. he even put his hands into diaper n his hands is full of faeces.. cant imagine rite.. yet nobody bother abt him.. i really cant take it n i help him 2 wash his hands n cut his nails.. i cant imagine tat a person hands full of faeces n used their hands 2 eat.. i even feed him ... haiz... yesterday mr tay cum n talk 2 us abt mdm tan.. thou sometime she is fierce n strict.. but watever she done is 4 our own gd.. but nobody understand.. she really cared alot 4 e patients n us.. she will stand up 4 us whoever bully us.. where 2 find a gd teacher like her..