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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
long time did not update my own life
hmmm.. wat haf i been doin 4 past few days.. well.. i am busy wif my attachment.. very tired.. last fri is my last day in ward 55.. i was quite upset.. haix.. i miss all my patients n staffs at there.. i still rmb how i bluff my uncle 2 eat e med n e next bed relative is laughin at me.. haha.. i enjoyed my times at there.. i miss maggie 2.. still rmb how e way he walked.. haha.. so funny.. last sat i nvr do much jus went 4 class n den after tat i visited my fren.. hope tat she can discharge soon.. hee.. den sunday i went 4 swimmin .. haha.. n den after tat i went 4 a karoke session.. was quite tired.. tis wk i was posted 2 amk hospital.. hee.. after my nursin i intend 2 take my organ examination.. after tat i might b a teacher .. haha.. shld c how 1st.. hee.. how i wish thurs faster cum.. it is holiday.. lolz
Sunday, August 20, 2006
tired
me was really mentally n physically exhausted.. was quite busy in my work n attachment.. i hated my attachment.. i still prefer my old frens.. it is true.. last fri i slp almost 15 hrs.. i was pretty tired.. i still havin allergic nose.. haix.. head very pain.. sian.. tmr is monday again.. i was very angry wif myself , fren n patient.. dun feel like tok abt it.. anyway it is over.. tis few days i am very moody.. haf been tinkin abt e past.. i cried.. i dunno y i cried.. mayb i was simply 2 exhausted.. mayb.. i dunno.. i dun wish 2 tink abt it.. tears kept droppin.. haix.. sheila noe abt it.. we r in e same boat.. anyway.. i really hope everything will b fine. hopefully tmr i dun haf 2 c tat hiv patient again as i m really very scared.. as everybody is scaring me tat i might get e germs.. haix.. i hope they care 4 me n wan me 2 b careful.. but e more they say e more they r scarin me.. haix
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Buttons
Friday, August 11, 2006
weekend
hee.. so happy tat tmr is another weekend.. hmmm. i findin ppl 2 go esplande 2 watch fireworks.. leonard cant make it.. tat penguin gotta 2 do nite duty. my godsista christine said tat if her bf gotta work den she accompany me.. sobb.. so sad.. who asked me 2 b single.. haix.. pathetic.. peiting also said tat she need 2 watch concert wif her panda. hopefully my monkey lover sharon can make it.. haha.. 1st time asked ppl out yet everybody not free.. sobbb.. so sad.. if really nobody wan 2 go wif me den no choice i will stay at home 2 slp lo.. haix.. yesterday i jus tok 2 a patient relative. she told me tat pisces r very flirts ppl. den she said tat i am a flirt.. huh.. so sad.. den i told her tat i am not.. it is jus tat i dunno who i like.. sobbb.. y everybody always tink tat i am a flirt which is not a true.. sobbb.. i am single 4 almost 2 yrs.. haha.. den she said tat i will married at around 27 yrs old lidat.. haha.. den i told her tat i dun intend 2 get married.. lolx.. funny rite.. anyway i also dunno.. hopefully got ppl go watch fireworks wif me..
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Jamelia Superstar
happy national day
hee.. me almost whole day i was sleepin.. cos i was havin a bad allergic nose.. luk like anytime i might lose my voice.. sian.. last nite i reach home at around 12 am plus.. hee.. outside is very hazy due 2 e 7th mth offering.. i haf been sneezin n almost haf an asthma attack.. haix.. i am tired.. hee.. me monday jus saw steven in nuh.. wow.. when is e last time tat i saw him.. many yrs back.. he is my primary sch fren.. haha.. nw he is workin as a staff nurse in nuh.. hee.. den i told him tat my mum n my childhood fren mum r tryin 2 pair me wif my my childhood fren which is both of us r fren 4 so many yrs.. omg.. hmmm.. i tink it is impossible.. i haf noe him 4 almost my whole life.. haha.. aiyo... anyway i still dun wish 2 haf a relationship t e time being as i still not ready yet.. haha..
Thursday, August 03, 2006
oh my god.. yesterday i jus witnessed a patient deliver baby.. i am so afraid until i hide behind my fren. i was trembling n shivering.. my face turn pale.. when e baby cum out i almost fainted.. i am 2 afraid.. i was badly traumised by e scene.. i was 2 afraid until i cried.. n i almost haf an asthma attack.. i told myself tat i will not give birth.. it is 2 scary.. especially when u c e baby so big yet it can cum out by e vagina.. oh my god.. last nite i nvr slp well.. cos kept thinkin abt e scene.. at evenin time my staff nurse asked me 2 c e procedure again.. i told her i dun wan as i will b alone.. if i c again.. i tink i will sure fainted or might haf an asthma attack again.. not feelin well 2day.. haix.. 2 day i jus bath baby n feed baby in nursey.. quite ok la.. 2 nite i will slp early cos i am very tired..
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
i am tired
arghhh. i havin my allergic nose again n asthma.. haix.. tears kept droppin from my eyes.. haix.. later i m posted 2 delivery suite 2 c patients GIVE BIRTH..oh my god.. i am scared 2 c all these.. sobbb.. hopefully 2day nobody will give birth.. haha.. i m tired.. super tired.. yesterday it was a busy day 4 me.. no time 4 me 2 slack around.. i was busy doin admission n vital signs.. bring patients 2 toilet n test urine.. i do until i bcum hypo.. my face almost turn green.. until goin home i m still busy.. my fale turn pale after work.. i feel very giddy.. i almost black out on my way home.. haix.. gonna take my med n prepare my mental 4 work later.. tmr i haf 2 wake up at 4.45 am 4 tmr work at 7 am.. arghhh..
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
wat is love
haix.. love do really hurt ppl at times.. tat is e reason y i dun wish 2 fall in luv. as fallin in love is equal to getting hurt again.. haix.. wat is love n wat is hatred.. my fren gf had jus break up wif him.. nw he is 2 afraid 2 tok.. i can understand cos both of us r pisces.. pisces always easily get hurt.. tat y 4 tis few yrs i wun b so super single.. it is cos i afraid 2 accept any guys in my life.. it is really 2 trauma 4 me.. until nw in my dream i still can tink of past of how used 2 hurt me.. haix.. all my frens said tat my expectations r high.. cant they jus put themselves in my shoes n tink.. it is not i haf high expectations.. it is jus tat i am 2 afraid 2 luv again.. so frens stop sayin tat i haf high expectation whereas u all dunno anything.. i hated it when ppl said tat pretty gals r always e one who will haf a bf.. i dun agree wif tis sentence.. y do love always hurt n y do god always let u meet e one n in e end he take it away again.. as well he dun let us meet e one as well since he will take away again.. i am tired of all these love n hatred.. i dun wish 2 hated a person neither do i wish 2 luv a person.. as lovin a person is really a big trauma 2 me.. unless i can really find a guy who really untie e knot in my heart.. if not i will choose 2 haf no string attached realationship.. gtg 4 my attachment.. happy nurses day 2 all my frens