always.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Quite a few days never update my blog. last sat i was working at congress and den after work i went drinking wif sing yong... realli enjoy the live band at acid bar.. hee.. den sun i go back to work.. arghh hangover.. damm it.. was damm tired and after tat meet teng teng tat all for KTV and drinkin again.. I onli reach home around 2 plus.. after KTV we went st james.. damm it so many ppl.. OMG.. me just see gynae dr.. me very tired.. sian..

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Today i m super angry. I quarrel with tat NL.. she asked me to take over her clinic.. i refused and she chased me all e way to laser room. she threatened to said she wan to tell nurse kwan. i said go n die n go ahead to complain to nurse kwan n i not scare.. i went over to clinic 1a. wai cheng also asked me not to take over her. she go tell kwan but kwan scolded tis type of small issues no need to tell her n she said verena is not suppose to take over her job.. haha.. i walk away not mean tat i scare her, cos i scare i will use a chair to throw at her.. haiz,, tis few days i have chest pain.. sian

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Verena is feeling very sad.. Tears started to drop again.. I dunno why i kept thinking of him.. she really dunno.. Pls give me a break

Last friday after work i went to prissy house to see her bake cake.. Hahah.. Mimi also there too.. We have alot of fun man.. Hee
Today i went party world with Christine.. Have alot of fun too.. Can you imagine me dancing while singing.. i guess both of us are too high.. Haha.. We sing until we almost want to lose voice.. We sing alot of songs.. And i realise tat we are both very dramatic people.. Lol.. I think Party world will collaspe because of our singing and dancing

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Never sleep well last night.. have been turning up and down on my bed.. Thinking of him again. Haiz.. Today i have fun in clinic. Talk alot with Dr Fong Kee Siew.. Gossip with her and dr Eugenie.. Hee.. They said want to pluck all e hair on my eye brow. Haha.. Then in the afternoon i went to listing room.. Erma asked me abt e strawberry short cake song.. ihave it.. i on it.. and i started to dance.. LOl.. THat ruby take a video of me dancing,, she said very cute.. haha den i also dance alvin and chipmunk.. then that ruby wan to take another video again.. Lol.. then tis noraini.. suddenly laygh when i go off and erma thought wat happen to her.. noraini said she suddenly think of i dance and very cute.. look like strawberry shortcake.. haha. I trying my best not to think anymore.. Haiz..

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Verena is feeling very emo now.. Also dont know why.. She hated every morning MRT passed through Yishun because it make her think of him again.. She hated to walk through the main entrance because she will think of him always picking her up.. She have no courage to go back to organ class because she is afraid that she will think of him again. She have no courage to go her aunt place because it will think of him again. Maybe it is fate.. Fated to meet him but no fate to be together till the end. He said 2007 will be his happy memories and now is 2008 and 2007 already over so he can only think back.. She started to think back again and her tears dropped again.. She dont know whether will she fall in love again or maybe she is afraid to be being hurt again.Now all she can do is to focus on her work and move on with her life.. Time will make her forget.. Verena stop thinking of him can.. He no longer love you.. And you are not his superwoman. what verena want is a guy who will love her always and dote her..

Monday, October 13, 2008

Verena think that love is really blind.. Marriage is like a gamble game.. it is either you ended up in paradise or ended up in tombstone.. I see too many example including me.. Some marriage are already on the rocks.. why still want to cling on when she already know that he have another woman and he dont even support you. I also the same few months. But it is because of friends support i survive.. Why some people just want to make themselves miserable when they can always move on.. And one more thing being a woman before marriage please do not stay with your bf.. Because his mother might think that you are loose woman and will lose respect in you. You can imagine your mummy always dont like you to stay with your bf so the other side mummy will also dont like too.. Even if you did stay please dont boast or show off to your colleague especially those senior and your boss.. because they will think that you are very loose..
Dont ask me why i write this post.. But Yumi dont you it the same.. Why cant she move on..

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

regina and me

lijia and me

hui ling and regina

teng teng creation

me n my sec sch fren

teng teng and me

Today after work i went to gym with prissy and after that went lunch with her.. Haha.. Mimi is back from japan.. Yeah.. AFter that i went to lime flea market to look for teng teng that all.. Hee.. Enjoy myself at there.. Buy $265 from regina and $15o from teng teng.. OMG.. next month will be broke again.. haha.. We will be going to KTV on 26 october.. Again i m e organiser.. Later i gotta find space to put all my clothes in cupboard.

regina and me

Thursday, October 09, 2008

haha.. today i am the ah lian nurse in clinic 1A reception... lol.. Jeyanti was secretly smiling when i told a patient :" if u got children ask ur children to see e appointment" stupid auntie wan to walk in and still make noise.. LOl.. then after tat she come back n ask where is room 14.. i told her is left side n i say come here so many shld noe room 14.. jeyanti again secretly laughing away.. they said i very ah lian.. bandgla i also scold.. Wan to bluff me.. never die before.. Haha.. Was so angry with a fucking bitch.. wan to leave just leave la.. No need to tell everyone.. Chee Bye.. i just have a new hair cut yesterday.. thanks kelly for accompanying me.. =)

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Today i realli enjoy myself in singing zhen and huiyin.. lol.. One thing make me upset is the party world manager and that waitress play my door.. So rude.. i scolded that manager it is very rude and unprofessional.. Stupid.. After singing zhen n i chill at toast box.. hahah.. So long nvr see them le.. lol.. Haiz tmr i will be havin monday blues again.. Yawn.. Tmr i am going gym

Tmr i will be going to Kbox with zhen and hui yin.. Yeah.. zhen said hui yin is sotong a and she sotong b and i sotong c.. lol... so many yrs nvr see them le.. tmr i mus really catch up wif them.. i also must take lot of photos wif them too

Thursday, October 02, 2008

i just changed my blog picture again. today i went gym again. gotta exercise more.. hee.. hmmm.. just saw a handsome guy.. omg i was speechless when prissy said hello to him.. omg.. i m kind of loss.. lol..