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Monday, April 30, 2007
i m feeling sad.. i was sick in tis mornin.. asthma... y did i haf asthma..cos of who.. n nw he say tat until i fake sick in order not to go work.. i haf been thinkin alot.. i wonder shld i continue in tis relationship or shld i give up.. in e state of denial.. no mood to tok n do anythings
Sunday, April 29, 2007
today i was very sad.. quarrelled wif dear tis noon.. cos i was late in meeting him .. i lose money in work n i need to find tat y nvr tell him.. suddenly he shouted at me n i cried very bad.. haf an asthma attack after cryin too hard n scare by him.. i nvr bring my inhaler.. asthma was so bad.. haiz.. i noe he is stress in his work.. when i c him lidat i also feel sad ma.. until nw i still feel very upset even no matter how he coax me.. yesterday we went vivo city.. he bought a polo blue perfume 4 him n he bought me a dress from forever 21.. it cos $63.. so expensive.. haiz.. nw he is washin car wif his fren n i stay at home reflecting on e things tat haf happen
Thursday, April 26, 2007
today i was sick.. dun wan to go work but my bf insisted me to go.. n i was been forced to go work.. luckily onli half day.. was so stressed.. cos a nurse kept buggin me n interupted my work.. was so pissed. in e end i was so sick n i nvr go do my license.. dear cal me tis mornin n he noe tat i was unhappy... e thing my aitway very sensitive plus it was rainin heavily.. he wan to drive me but i dun wan., sturborn gal rite.. after work i went home eat my lunch n medicine n i slp.. dear msg me n ask whether i reach home le ma.. hee.. i say i reach home le.. n he cal me after his work n asked me wat m i doin.. i say i was sleepin. hee.. even my da jie also noe tat he cal ah ben (stupid) in chinese,. lol.. nw he is sleepin le n he asked me to slp early too..
today i was sick.. dun wan to go work but my bf insisted me to go.. n i was been forced to go work.. luckily onli half day.. was so stressed.. cos a nurse kept buggin me n interupted my work.. was so pissed. in e end i was so sick n i nvr go do my license.. dear cal me tis mornin n he noe tat i was unhappy... e thing my aitway very sensitive plus it was rainin heavily.. he wan to drive me but i dun wan., sturborn gal rite.. after work i went home eat my lunch n medicine n i slp.. dear msg me n ask whether i reach home le ma.. hee.. i say i reach home le.. n he cal me after his work n asked me wat m i doin.. i say i was sleepin. hee.. even my da jie also noe tat he cal ah ben (stupid) in chinese,. lol.. nw he is sleepin le n he asked me to slp early too..
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
argh... i havin a runnin nose nw.. haf been raining heavily today.. sian.. today work was abit of happy in mornin due to e new part time gal.. wat the fuck man... i jus cant stand e way she scold another new gal in front of patient... n i jus told her tat it is k n dilating eye drops u mus depend whether e patient eye is difficult to dilate.. stupid rite.. nvr study nursin yet wan to say me. den when e next patient cum in n she purposely say lock e wheelchair den i was so pissed off n say i study nursin n i pushed so many wheelchair of cos i noe mus lock.. wat the fuck.. den i told another gal sheryl tat she cannot put her down in front of patient as patient will lose confidence.. n she herself is a new gal n still dare to say others.. anyway if next time i will be a nurse n she will be under me.. haha.. she dunno tat i will be a full time nurse in another 2 wks.. i simply jus cant stand e way she work.. anyway she is still young going to university.. so wat e big deal when u dun even noe wat is basic manner.. after work i rush to my part time job.. was really very happy tat dear drive me home no matter how busy is he.. luk like he will slp late due to his work.. n tmr i haf to give him morning call.. gtg slp cos tmr need to work
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
today i was posted to Visual acuity .. haha.. was quite busy.. abit of upset.. haiz.. cos of e things in work.. nw havin a running nose.. sian.. i also saw Dr chow in TTSh too.. was so surprised to c her at there.. gtg bath le n slp le.. tired
Monday, April 23, 2007
arghhh.. i havin a swollen gums.. sian.. nvr go work today cos of my mense n swollen gums.. damm it.. dear is busy doin his testing in sembawang.. last sat he bring me to marina square 4 walk n den we went east coast rd to have hong kong dian xin.. yummy... hee.. was so happy.. yesterday dear was unhappy wif me cos i disturb his slp.. haiz.. we watch a vampire movie n i whole day nvr eat.. he forced me to eat.. he ask whether m i havin fever cos i m kind of blurr blurr.. last nite i kept nudge him in msn .. n i say ben zhu bu chai wo.. i kept callin him ben zhu n ah ben. haha.. den he say he was very sad cos when he c me sick he is sad cos he wan me to b cheerful n tok to him..
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Friday, April 20, 2007
Today is a friday.. Yeah.. so happy.. hee. Later will be going back to school to take my transcript.. now waitin for my dear dear to call me.. hee.. humph.. still haven cal me.. yesterday morning he wake up n he cant open hi eyes.. n he went to see a doc n e doc say tat he have an abrasion in his left eye.. n tat silly guy still wan to drive when he cant even see well.. sturborn right.. this week alot of things happened.. haiz.. but i choose to not to bother wat others say about me.. this mornin he call me wake me up to go c my gynae doc but in e end i was so tired n i nvr go c doc.. aiyo..
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
hmmm.. anyway i cant be bother even if u wan to treat me as an enemy.. anyway.. jus cal macdonald delivery 4 my dear.. haha.. jus saw his mum today in e eye centre.. his mum jus went 4 cataract operation n review doc.. she chat wid me n den she c doc n i go do my work.. dear noe abt it.. n ask wat did his mum tok to me... haha.. 3 more days will be fri n i will get to c him again.. hee.. miss him..
Monday, April 16, 2007
hmmm.. today work is quite ok in TTSH.. i was assigned to e atrium(payin class patient) Not so busy.. mayb senoir conusltant is too expensive to c.. haha.. learn quite alot of things.. just get to noe tat my transcript is ready 4 collection i i can do my license le... nw waitin dear dear to cal me... hee.. gonna miss him cos i will onli c him on fri.. cant wait 4 it..
Sunday, April 15, 2007
today whole day i nvr disturb him.. cos he wan to do his work n i slp.. last nite we quarrelled n i cried when he said break up cos he tink tat i m angry n dun wan go home. den i told him i not angry cos i cried i dun wish to go home to let my family c.. den he say sorry.. den in end he go 1st n i stay at void deck n cal zhen.. me n zhen went drinkin n he watch soccer.. he msg me n apologise n say tat he very stressed.. den i cal him.. he tone down his voice n i still feel hurt.. i told him tat i at staircase tokin wid zhen.. he asked me to go home early cos very late le. he was upset wif me cos i drink alot. haiz.. den i go slp., 2day i meet him n i still feel e hurt. n dun realli tok.. den went his house. i fall asleep cos i realli tired.. still havin my mense.. haiz.. tis fri i will be goin 4 scan.. aniway i dun to tok animore.. let those ppl say watever..
aniway i jus read someone blog tat i shld read.. someone say i m unreasonable.. n shld grow up.. but i tink aniway it is not ur business.. y shld u cum in btw.. n it is not up to u say abt my life.. i dun tok to u is not of eatin issues.. i jus tired of u all always late.. even christine agree wif me.. i m happy wif my life.. n i not bullshit n tokin nonsence.. aniway tis is my blog.. it is 4 me to say my feelings.. if u dun wish to read u can choose not to cum to my blog..
Thursday, April 12, 2007
i was very upset.. truly upset abt wat christine told me.. sayin i too much.. i dun even c her how to say hi to her.. n i was so busy wif studies,work n dating.. do u tink i haf time to b at woodlands.. i kept quiet 4 so long but tis does not mean i admit everything. it is jus tat i dun wish to explain. n nw u been too much sayin me like tis.. is it fair to me.. to priscilla if u get to c my blog.. pls do not anyhow accused ppl when u dunno anything n listen to one sided story.. if u wan to be angry or hate or watever i dun care. i jus wan to clarify... no matter i haf frens or no frens it does not matter.. as long as true frens believe in u n stand by u when u in need it is good enough. i m glad to haf christine,rachel n all my ite frens to be wif me.. as least they choose to believe n judge me by their judgement. do u all ever tink y i so bad tempered. i tell u y.. cos u all always cum late n make ppl wait 4 u 4 more than a hr .. how can i dun be angry.. pls do not scold christine 4 tellin me all these,. cos i m not in e wrong.. aniway i cant bother wat others tink abt me.. only god noe wat is happenin n noe e truth who is tellin lies...
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
2 days i nvr went to work le cos of my mense.. last nite i was admitted to A&E in NUH cos of loss of blood.. cant take it cos i was really giddy n lethergic.. i haf been sleepin 4 almost a whole day n nvr eat anything.. haiz. den i went down to c my own doc. she asked me to go A&E. i waited 4 my bf to finish work n den he drive me to A&E.. he was so worried until he drive very fast.. haiz.. but e doc in there is stupid.. n i say to e doc wat if i fainted at outside who is responsible 4 it.. nvr do anything. n i insist tat she do a blood test 4 me.. i was so pissed off until i cal my own doc.. n my doc was so shocked tat y tat doc nvr do blood test 4 me.. damm it.. nvr trust government hospital again.. if i was to noe i shld went to mt elizabeth.. at least the docs at there r more experienced n more reassurin patients n explain wat happenin to e patient.. unlike e govt doc they dun even bother to explain.. cant u imagine i m feelin weak n anytime might faint. u noe wat e doc did.. she nvr put up e cotside of e both side of bed.. wat if i fall down who is responsible.. i tink doc also need learn e safety of e patients.. nowadays e young doc r not symathetic to patient. n treat patients as object.. den i find out tat lyin down to take blood is not accurate.. n e doc dun even noe it. n i tink my blood result is inaccurate.. i will admit to govt hospital again
Monday, April 09, 2007
today is my 1st day of my work in tan tock seng,.. was so happy tat i learn alot of thing.. early in e mornin someone fall in woodlands MRT. luckily i cum out early if not i will be stuck at there.. haiz.. today i was quite unlucky cos my pant stained wif my mense n my heel broke.. n i haf to take cab home. i cal my dear n tell him all e things.. early in e mornin he already remind me to tell him how is my work.. i told him my heel break n haf no shoes to wear tmr.. n plus tonight i need to work.. in e end tis guy go metro to buy shoes 4 me.. hee.. tis silly bf of mine bring my shoes up to my house yet dunno how to call ppl.. n kept hello hello.. who will noe who is he callin.. silly rite.. haha.. i cal n say him silly guy.. haha.. gtg slp le.. if not nanny wan to nag at me again.. cant wait 4 sat to cum cos i can c my dear dear
Sunday, April 08, 2007
i have a wonderful weekend.. so happy.. spendin all e time wif my bf.. but times flies very fast.. sunday is finishing soon and i have to wait until saturday den i can c him again.. let me update wat i done in these few days.
- on thursday after my work in noon i meet an an at northpoint.. she helped me to buy diane 35.. thanks an an.. den after tat we went macdonald for our dinner.. have a good catch up wif her but too bad Halimah need to work if not she cant join us. so long i nvr c her.. after dinner, An An need to go church n i walk around n den my dear cal me askin me where m i.. he asked me to go home early.. i went to 888 to take my pay n den i rent some movies to watch.. hee.. After tat i went home n chat wif him 4 awhile n i play my SIM 2..
friday
friday mornin i was workin.. after work i meet my dear.. go his house to acc him.. we watch a thai movie.. n den i was so tired n i fall asleep.. when i wake up we went to eat Chong Pang nasi lemak.. yummy.. after tat we go buy tidits n ice cream to eat.. BEn n Jerry ice cream super yummy. i eat finish a bottle.. hee.. play SIM2 n he do his own work.. n i go home at around 10pm plus..
saturday i also workin n have my organ class.. after work we go wash car.. hee.. i help him to wipe his car.. n den go his house wait 4 him to change.. he told me his mum is goin a op 4 her eye.. he asked me some opinion.. n wan me to tok to his mum.. den i told him i will help to check who is e doc who is doin op 4 his mum.. after tat go 4 organ class n he do his own work in his car.. after class we buy dinner n went back to his house to watch VCD.. n i fall asleep n he watch his soccer in coffeeshop.. n after tat he send me back home n i check 4 him who is e doc
sunday i not workin.. but early in e mornin i wake him up n disturb him.. hee.. meet him at 9.30am.. my mum cook curry n beehoon.. n i bring some 4 him to eat.. we read newspaper.. n den we slp until 3pm den i realised i havin my mense.. den went to shop to buy pad.. n he help me to ask tat uncle got sell pad anot.. hee.. n we watch Death Notes 1 n after tat went to rent e part 2.. den he told his mum tat i help him to check who is e doc.. his mum thanks me.. after tat i went home n he haf to do his work.. i was very happy tat he spend time wif me n nvr did his work.. n nw he is doin.. was very touched.. he wanted to drive me to work tmr but i dun wan cos it is very inconvience.. haf to wait until sat den i can c him again.. cant wait 4 my sat to cum.. gtg prepare e things 4 my work tmr..
Monday, April 02, 2007
was quite angry in tis mornin cos of my full time staff.. she kept callin 4 non stop.. simply cant stand her... in e end i was so pissed off n say tat since tat gal wan to work so much let her work all my slots la.. dun tok abt it le..
let tok abt my weekend.. i haf wonderful weekend wif my my bf.. fri nite he fetch me from work n we went to eat roti prata n den we went seletar tat side to see e sea.. n den we back home to slp... sat mornin i was workin n after work i meet him.. do nothin except tat i play my SIM 2 n he do his own work.. we went 4 late diner in woodlands.. haf a arguement wif him when goin home. cos an auntie took his chair away.. n he was so angry n he snatch e chair back.. den i asked him to return it.. den we argue n i cry. n i say i not goin home n i wan to went 4 a walk n asked him 2 leave 1st.. den he apologised n say his temper is bad.. sun mornin i haf to work again.. n after work meet him.. in e evenin time he went joggin n i was at his house.. n when i cum out from toilet his mum tok to me abt him. she say tat he haf been eatin chicken rice 4 many days when his mum haf cook dinner 4 him.. n he shouted at her.. she say tat he haf a bad temper.. i agree wif her.. it is true n i always say him tat he shld not throw temper at me when he is stress in his work.. n i also cry .. cos i do feel hurt.. his mum also worry 4 his health n tat fellow yet dun appreciate n always say his mum.. his mum say tat he is still a kid n he is goin to 30 yrs old soon in another 2 more yrs.. haiz.. haf to coax n tok to him nicely.. his mum say tat he only listen to gf not mum.. after tokin to his mum i went back to room cos he is comin back soon.. n after tat we went 4 dinner at chong pang.... n i will onli c him tis fri.. cos he will be busy wif his work again.. haiz..
let tok abt my weekend.. i haf wonderful weekend wif my my bf.. fri nite he fetch me from work n we went to eat roti prata n den we went seletar tat side to see e sea.. n den we back home to slp... sat mornin i was workin n after work i meet him.. do nothin except tat i play my SIM 2 n he do his own work.. we went 4 late diner in woodlands.. haf a arguement wif him when goin home. cos an auntie took his chair away.. n he was so angry n he snatch e chair back.. den i asked him to return it.. den we argue n i cry. n i say i not goin home n i wan to went 4 a walk n asked him 2 leave 1st.. den he apologised n say his temper is bad.. sun mornin i haf to work again.. n after work meet him.. in e evenin time he went joggin n i was at his house.. n when i cum out from toilet his mum tok to me abt him. she say tat he haf been eatin chicken rice 4 many days when his mum haf cook dinner 4 him.. n he shouted at her.. she say tat he haf a bad temper.. i agree wif her.. it is true n i always say him tat he shld not throw temper at me when he is stress in his work.. n i also cry .. cos i do feel hurt.. his mum also worry 4 his health n tat fellow yet dun appreciate n always say his mum.. his mum say tat he is still a kid n he is goin to 30 yrs old soon in another 2 more yrs.. haiz.. haf to coax n tok to him nicely.. his mum say tat he only listen to gf not mum.. after tokin to his mum i went back to room cos he is comin back soon.. n after tat we went 4 dinner at chong pang.... n i will onli c him tis fri.. cos he will be busy wif his work again.. haiz..