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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
I am tired of crying
I really tired of crying.. Really.. Since when haf i been crying.. Y do i cry.. Y.. I really stressed up with my exam yet u tink tat i still enjoying my life.. U really dun understand me.. Not only u r busy i also very busy.. Busy workin n studyin at e same time.. Sometime i also dunno wat m i doing.. U might tink tat i am complaining.. If i dun let it out from my heart i will sure turn mad.. Y.. Y.. I haf been askin me y.. I only wan 2 stop crying nw. I tired of crying everydaw.. I already not e same old me le.. It is true i am a very sensitive person.. Watever a ppl do a thing i will tink it very far away.. U might tink tat i am defending myself.. But i am not.. I jus wan 2 let u noe how i feel.. I noe u r also busy n stressed n always hide ur feelings inside ur heart..Jus wan 2 tell u i really treat u all as my frens.. Jus wan 2 tell u all 2 take care of urself.. Mayb u all will not get 2 c me again.. I am jus tired
Monday, January 23, 2006
what is e definition of fren
some 1 haf asked me wat is e definition of friend.. i asked cedric.. cedric told me tat fren r those who will b by ur side no matter wat happen.. do u all noe y tat i tink tat u all dun treat me as a fren.. y i go shoppin.. i go shoppin 2 relieve all my stress n problem.. another word is escapin reality.. e more upset i am e more shoppin i will go.. if not i will sure get emotional breakdown.. i only noe ur bday celebration 3 days b4 ur celebration.. i not angry wif u all.. i jus very disappointed n upset.. do u all understand my feelings.. no.. all u all tink tat i am unreasonable person n selfish.. am i.. i dunno.. i only noe i been cryin 4 past few days.. do u tink tat i like complain.. if i dun said it out it will only make me more worse.. yet u tink tat i like 2 enjoy shoppin.. tis can really c tat u really dun understand me.. even my god sis noe tat i am upset tat y i vent all my unhappiness on e shoppin..y y.. i really dunno.. i really dunno.. mayb u all really dun understand wat am i thinkin.. i am a very sensitive person.. tat y it makes me tink tat u all dun treat me as a fren.. but deep inside my heart i really treated u all as a frens.. i really dunno.. exams comin.. i dun wish 2 affect on my exam..
Friday, January 13, 2006
hmmm.. tired
hmmm.. jus finish my class.. very tired.. next wk no sch but haf 2 study for my exams.. stress.. stress.. last nite jus changed my spec.. cos i cant really c well especially at night ...i am tired.. not enough sleep...
Thursday, January 12, 2006
raining season
hmmm.. nw still rainin.. rainin season.. hmmm.. i nw havin break at school.. sian.. exams comin soon le.. very stressed up.. jus take back my test paper.. i almost haf full marks but due 2 e careless mistakes tat i made i get only 46.5/50.. hmmm.. anyway i haf done my best le.. i so sleepy nw.. tired.. nvr slp well.. stress or wat.. or something really wrong wif me.. also dunno wat m i doin.. how i wish i will noe.. god pls give me answer n guide me a way from tis situation.. i really very lost nw.. i also dunno how 2 tell ppl abt it cos i also dunno wat wrong wif me.. funny rite.. hmmm.. very angry wif my cousin simon.. he said tat i luk like shuqi on e day tat i do my hair on xmas eve n he even said 1 sentence tat is it a gd comment or bad comment.. e bad comment is shuqi is a porn star.. stupid rite.. oh pls la.. i much more better den her.. at least i m educated n not a porn star.. aiyo..
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
raining season
hmmm.. jus finish my test 2day.. hee.. quite k lo...
hmmm.. yesterday jus haf my hep b injection.. so painful sia.. e damm doc is so rough.. i almost drop my tears.. haiz... u til nw i still can feel e pain.. it even haf a scar at there.. all nite fever cos of tat injection... haiz.. dun really slp well.. nw started coughin le.. mayb goin 2 sick soon jus cos of tat stupid injection... haiz
hmmm.. i dunno y.. pls dun ask me y.. i still cant faced my church frens.. haiz.. mayb cos of tat dream.. i still havin tis probia...hmmm.. as nw.. i only wan 2 be alone 2 sort out my feelings.. it is not my frens faults.. it is my fault n my own problem... it is jus tat i dunno how 2 face it.. haiz..
hmmm.. yesterday jus haf my hep b injection.. so painful sia.. e damm doc is so rough.. i almost drop my tears.. haiz... u til nw i still can feel e pain.. it even haf a scar at there.. all nite fever cos of tat injection... haiz.. dun really slp well.. nw started coughin le.. mayb goin 2 sick soon jus cos of tat stupid injection... haiz
hmmm.. i dunno y.. pls dun ask me y.. i still cant faced my church frens.. haiz.. mayb cos of tat dream.. i still havin tis probia...hmmm.. as nw.. i only wan 2 be alone 2 sort out my feelings.. it is not my frens faults.. it is my fault n my own problem... it is jus tat i dunno how 2 face it.. haiz..
Monday, January 09, 2006
hmmm.. me last sat spent 150 bucks in shoppin ...haiz.. not really in a gd mood.. also dunno y.. mayb due 2 i am 2 stressed out wif my exams.. haiz.. or mayb pms ba .. i also dunno.. i haf a weird dream.. dun wanna tok abt it.. so scary..
hmmm.. jus nw jus tok 2 yifeng.. he say he is gettin married.. shotgun marriage.. n he said 1 word is 2 bad is not me.. aiyo.. e way he tok also very funny.. dunno wat he wan la.. i jus wish him all e best... hmmm.. y suddenly so many ppl gettin married esp it is all my fren who is close 2 me.. like yifeng he is jus only 21 yrs old.. younger by me a yr.. so fast becomin father le.. haha.. also dunno when is my term.. hee.. not so fast ba..
hmmm.. jus nw jus tok 2 yifeng.. he say he is gettin married.. shotgun marriage.. n he said 1 word is 2 bad is not me.. aiyo.. e way he tok also very funny.. dunno wat he wan la.. i jus wish him all e best... hmmm.. y suddenly so many ppl gettin married esp it is all my fren who is close 2 me.. like yifeng he is jus only 21 yrs old.. younger by me a yr.. so fast becomin father le.. haha.. also dunno when is my term.. hee.. not so fast ba..
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
2006
haha.. so fast it is already 2006 le.. heee.. hmmm.. wat is my goal.. haha.. get marry.. it impossible.. haha.. get 2 real stuff.. 1st i mus study hard n go poly study nursing.. 2nd get sponsorship. 3rd spent more time wif god 4th find my mr right. i still haven tink finish of my goals. haha.. hmmm.. i haf a great fun wif all my my sisters n brothers at changi chalet.. thot i very tired n it is a rainy day but i still enjoyed myself.. hee.. den in e middle of nite i went supper wif cedric,james tat all.. saw alot of gays.. haha.. i even took a photo of cedric sleepin .. haha.. his face really luk very funny... haha.. anyway i wish all my frens a happy new year n haf a good year ahead.. i really wan 2 thank germaine , meihwa tat all 4 making my new yr a memorable 1.. ;)
hmmm.. i still haven thou of the title
tis song is dedicated to my fren joseph who had broken up wif his gf.. hmmm me still haven think of title... so frens give me some ideas ar.. n give some comments also..
after sometime i have realised
that i cant live without you
darling do you know that
you really hurt me deeply
till now i still can feel
the pain in my heart
chorus
you are the one
that i really loved
you are the one
that i missed
no matter what happen
i will still always
be there for you
for all these while
i am thinking about our past
all those memories still lingering in my mind
baby i really still need you
repeat chorus
baby please come back to me
please do not leave me
i really loved you so much
repeat chorus
after sometime i have realised
that i cant live without you
darling do you know that
you really hurt me deeply
till now i still can feel
the pain in my heart
chorus
you are the one
that i really loved
you are the one
that i missed
no matter what happen
i will still always
be there for you
for all these while
i am thinking about our past
all those memories still lingering in my mind
baby i really still need you
repeat chorus
baby please come back to me
please do not leave me
i really loved you so much
repeat chorus