always.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

this is my second day that i am back to work... haha.. so tired.. yesterday i was not in a good mood. never sleep well cos of quarell with my bf.. cried.. i almost want to give up this relationship.. i am tired.. but in e end i never. mayb i love him too much.. yesterday dr fam asked how is my leave.. haha.. today work is very busy.. helpin here and there.. haiz.. i have been thinkin for past few days.. dear say that i m a kid n he is my father. nag here n nag there. he even said if one day we haf kid n e kid like me so irritatin. he sure turn crazy.. haha.. my eyes are closin soon..

Saturday, October 27, 2007

hmmm.. so fast my leave is ending soon le.. sian.. yeSTERday i just went 2 sentosa.. hee.. i already see dr le.. everything is normal.. jus nw dear mum jus tok 2 me.. haiz.. abt him again..

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Yeah.. i will be goin to sentosa today.. yipee.. dear promise to bring me.. hee.. yesterday we went ikea in tampiness wif my mummy . mummy bought alot of things.. i wan 2 buy a pink colour digital cam but dear dun allow.. humph.. den i say i dun care tis xmas i wan e cam.. hmmm.. mayb i shld give him a chance.. i dunno.. i luv tis song cal would you be there.. very nice song.. haha.. thurs i will be seein dr in KK hospital.. haiz.. i went to halimah house to haf hari raya dinner when dear went for IPPT test.. he failed again.. lol.. hee.. today i slp at his tummy.. like a pillow..

Monday, October 22, 2007

today is a sad day for me.. i dunno wat 2 do.. when i was in dear house i saw his msn n saw tat he chat wif other gals n one of them even asked whether he got meet him 2nite.. when i saw it i immediately say tat i wan 2 break up wif him.. cos i dun like ppl 2 lie n cheat me.. n i lose my control n say tat y u wan 2 be my ex lie n lie 2 me.. if i nvr see it is it tat u will hide from me.. he explain 2 me.. but i simply cant listen 2 him.. he asked whether did i still trust him again.. i said i dunno.. cos my mind is confuse.. i need a break.. shld i trust him again.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

i m on leave nw.. hee.. wat is e programme.. hee.. mon go shoppin, tues go halimah house, wed go sentosa, thurs is 2 c dr n fri stay at home .. haha.. full of programme.. today i kept pestering dear to let me drink cold water.. den he say wat if 1 day our child also like me kept pestering him.. he sure turn crazy de.. haha..

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Left one more day i will be officially on leave.. lol.. was quite angry wif dr fam 2day.. humph.. dun say le.. always do all e shit things for him n dr teoh.. nvm.. next wk i on leave.. ask him 2 assist himself.. lol.. today i meet a funny patient.. he asked dr fam if he was dr fam son will he consider him doin lasik.. aiyo.. tell u all a joke.. i nvr heard tat constipation can take mc ar.. lol.. got one queen in compre take 2 days lo.. jus cos she cannot shit she need 2 take mc.. i also nvr shit for 2 wks.. i also still can work.. rubbish.. she is realli an attitude gal.. nvr see a gal like her scold my dr.. n say tat another temp psa tell my sister.. stupid ar..

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

i was quite sad to hear tat sister seng is admitted in ICU.. i nvr visit her cos i scare tat when i c her i will cry.. she is a realli very nice nursing manager of all .. may god will bless her to recover soon..
these few days work r quite ok.. nothing much.. i still coughing... haiz.. next wk i will be on leave le.. so happy.. will go sentosa to take photos wif my dear dear.. humph.. today i say he dun love me at all cos he nvr take photos wif me.. haha.. jus jokin wif him.. hee.. he is sleepin nw.. gtg slp le..

Sunday, October 14, 2007

jus clear up e misunderstanding wif my bf.. he say he onli wan me to recover soon.. he see me cough very badly he also very sad.. Ya.. i noe he cared for me alot.. haiz..

i am just too tired to think anymore.. after so many days of sick i realised tat i haf bcum very pale n no longer the same old me
i just feel tat the love that he have for me is no longer the same.. mayb what yumi said is true.. i dun realli noe him well.. i also dun wish to cough.. who like to be sick.. it make me sad when u r irritated by my coughing.. i feel like breaking up wif u.. cos it is no longer the same old u n me.. the love is different .. everything have changed..
i dun wish to tink anymore.. i need a break

Friday, October 12, 2007

today i m on mc.. i wake up very early due 2 e coughin..
To: mimi n fong fong
tkanks for concern.. i m fine.. dun worry ok... lookin forward to our chalet ok.. hee.. jia you gals...

take e medicine i m very drowsy.. i woke my mum up wif my coughin.. yesterday i haf a very bad headache due 2 coughin.. dr pan asked y i nvr take mc n rest at home.. i cough until i vomit all e food out.. haiz.. thanks patricia for takin over me n let me c dr.. after work i went to see dr seow.. he asked whether didi use my inhaler anot.. my cough is asthmatic cough.. i cant smell anything nw.. sian.. i slp very early..

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

i am sick... down wid e stupid asthmatic cough n flu.. i haf been sneezin n coughin for e whole day.. i m dying soon.. still left 2 more days den i can finally rest..

Monday, October 08, 2007

today is a monday blue.. so tired... dear is sick n jus nw he throw his temper at me.. i was abit upset.. den he cal again n apologise to me sayin tat he is sick n wan me to acc him 2 c dr.. den he say dun wan cos he is tired la.. nw raining le.. seein him so tired in his work.. everyday haf to slog like a cow.. sad.. 1 more wk plus we will be on leave.. lookin forward

Sunday, October 07, 2007

so fast my weekend is endin le.. yesterday meet up wif sock wee for shoppin.. omg.. i bought alot of clothes.. aiyo.. gotta get scoldin from dear le.. but i already cal him n tell him when he saw me he cannot scold me.. hee..

Friday, October 05, 2007

i m so tired after so many days of overtime.. today i wake up late.. but i was not late for work.. last nite i went to converse warehouse sale wif dear n mum n auntie.. hee... bought a lot of things sia.. lol.. i m down wid flu again.. nvr slp well for past few nights.. haf been havin a tension headache.. sian.. today all my patients very funny sia... one say tat my bf mus be very lucky to haf me as his gf cos i kept smilin n joke around but i told tat patient tat m bf find me as a nusiance.. lol.. another even more better.. say i very pretty n my eyes very attracting.. siao.. i nvr put make up n nvr slp well for past few nites.. she say i dun look like singaporean.. funny.. today i claim 1 hr to go back home early.., i went to PS to change my sim card.. after tat in went back home n i buy a dress from pasar malam... damm cheap sia... tmr i will be goin to bugis wif rachel.. hee... so long nvr saw her le.. i cant wait for my leave... at last i can take a break from assisiting dr fam... i need a break...

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

hmmm.. jus chat wif dear.. he saw my shoutout on msn sayin tat my love for him haf fade.. den he ask me do i still love him.. hmmm.. i told him tat i still love him but i very disapointed in him on sat.. haiz.. dun wish 2 say anymore.. feelin very stress in work.. sick n tired..