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Thursday, July 28, 2005
damm boring
it damm boring.. i was stuck in sch from 8 am... yet e teacher nvr cum.. den my next lesson is at 12 pm.. damm bored.. at 1st my fren n me went 2 desmond house 2 play majong.. den on e half way tru my leader cal me n say i need 2 meet my section head.. in e ent i take a cab back... after meetin tat section head.. nw i was stuck in tis stupid damm real life in simei ite.. nw at library usin net.. if not i sure gone crazy de.. arrrrr.. damm borin.. e teacher shld told us early tat she not comin den i dun haf 2 wake up so early.. den at least i can slp until 10 plua den go sch.. den 2day study until 6 pm leh.. v tiring lei... stupid rite.. idiot man.. arrr..
me nw still very sleepy.. 1 more day is weekend le.. so happy.. can c my frens again.. feel like singing kbox man.. but nobody is free .. damm sian.. me haf been thinkin alot of thing recently.. n my sis ask whether m i nervous breakdown.. sometime sleep in e middle of night i will wake up scaring tat i will b late my class n exam... haiz... n i really no mood 2 eat n talk.. haiz... gtg ... haf 2 start 2 do my project..
me nw still very sleepy.. 1 more day is weekend le.. so happy.. can c my frens again.. feel like singing kbox man.. but nobody is free .. damm sian.. me haf been thinkin alot of thing recently.. n my sis ask whether m i nervous breakdown.. sometime sleep in e middle of night i will wake up scaring tat i will b late my class n exam... haiz... n i really no mood 2 eat n talk.. haiz... gtg ... haf 2 start 2 do my project..
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
mY tHoUgHtS
me 2day was damm unlucky sia.. early in e morning e bus tat went 2 my sch breakdown.. n 2day i was havin exam.. i was almost late 4 my class.. haiz... early in e mornin wake up 2 study n haf 2 give mornin cal 2 my frens.. den it rains so heavily.. aiyo.. dunno y i so suay 2day..
den jus nw jus quarrel wif my group member cos of cant get along.. haiz.. as a group leader i was very angry wif myself.. haiz..
from last sat i haf been thinkin lot of things,, wat i wan n wat i wan 2 do.. study v late until 4 or 5 am 4 exam.. nw i finally noe y i dun wan 2 haf a bf le.. cos i scared things might not worked it out if got any quarrel.. it is true.. dunno y i tink lidat.. haiz.. 2day class will end at 6 pm.. hope tat can go home 2 haf a gd rest.. hope tat i can do well in my exam.. n study hard 4 my next comin exam.. hope tat everything will b fine even thou is a bad day 4 me... gtg 4 my next class..
den jus nw jus quarrel wif my group member cos of cant get along.. haiz.. as a group leader i was very angry wif myself.. haiz..
from last sat i haf been thinkin lot of things,, wat i wan n wat i wan 2 do.. study v late until 4 or 5 am 4 exam.. nw i finally noe y i dun wan 2 haf a bf le.. cos i scared things might not worked it out if got any quarrel.. it is true.. dunno y i tink lidat.. haiz.. 2day class will end at 6 pm.. hope tat can go home 2 haf a gd rest.. hope tat i can do well in my exam.. n study hard 4 my next comin exam.. hope tat everything will b fine even thou is a bad day 4 me... gtg 4 my next class..
Sunday, July 24, 2005
StRaNgE NiTe
hee.. someone had complain me n sock wee nvr update our blog.. u guess who tat idiotic person who else my filipino maid maria aka marc.. haha... funny rite .. me last thurs jus update it.. haha.. he n weijie really can b brothers sia... lolz..
anyway, last nite we went bugis to celebrate sock wee bday.. at first it went very smoothly but at e ending sheila n xiaoting had a conflict over fashion sense... haiz.. it was v embarass as weijie had jus joined us in our outing,, yet he withness all these embarassing moment.. haiz.. hope tat he wont mind ... but me n sock wee felt very bad in our heart.. haiz.. i haf bought a 36 film yet it was not even used .. haiz.. very wasted..
me jus read daddy blog.. i noe tat he was v heartbroken cos of my best fren.. he had get a wrong signal from her.. haiz.. but anyway my advice 2 him mayb his ms right still haven appear yet.. hope tat he can recover from his lovesick.. nvm.. he can always cal maria 2 disturb him n do all e tamil sound.. diaoz... haha.. dunno y they like 2 do all these sounds... funny sia.. haha..
me nvr expect weijie 2 changed alot.. his attitude is getting better n e way he dress also had changed alot... sock wee was v happy tat he had given her a present tat she nvr expected 2 recieve.. haha.. dun tell u all wat is it.. u all go ask her personally ba.. diaoz.. lolz..
i heard from some1 tat maria tryin 2 b a cheeky monkey b4 i cum.. haha.. saying all e weird n funny things.. yet dunno wat is hougang chalet.. oh my god... excuse maria hougang chalet is a mental hospital lo.. lolz.. n stop acting all e tamil accent wif daddy lo.. if free go console my daddy cos he jus fallen out of luv.. u shld noe who is she ba..
me was happy 2 c shelby tat all.. haha.. so click wif her.. n we even fought over a boy named ricky,, he was so cute,, haha.. both of us kept saying tat it was our son.. he was only pri 6.. haha.. i found shelby n other fren r very nice frens 2 b.. really regret y nvr noe them early.. hee.. even thou not same religion but our thinkings r e same..
me really nvr go clubbing 4 a long time.. dunno y nobody believe me.. it is e fact k... me busy wif studies n work .. how 2 go..
hee.. anyway i haf enjoyed myself last nite even thou a lot of things happen.. hee.. gtg.. will update again when i free.. so dun complain any more le cos u urself also nvr update lo.. shld who tat person.. lolz... mus go b a gd gal n study 4 my exams in tues.. lolz.. take care everybody...
anyway, last nite we went bugis to celebrate sock wee bday.. at first it went very smoothly but at e ending sheila n xiaoting had a conflict over fashion sense... haiz.. it was v embarass as weijie had jus joined us in our outing,, yet he withness all these embarassing moment.. haiz.. hope tat he wont mind ... but me n sock wee felt very bad in our heart.. haiz.. i haf bought a 36 film yet it was not even used .. haiz.. very wasted..
me jus read daddy blog.. i noe tat he was v heartbroken cos of my best fren.. he had get a wrong signal from her.. haiz.. but anyway my advice 2 him mayb his ms right still haven appear yet.. hope tat he can recover from his lovesick.. nvm.. he can always cal maria 2 disturb him n do all e tamil sound.. diaoz... haha.. dunno y they like 2 do all these sounds... funny sia.. haha..
me nvr expect weijie 2 changed alot.. his attitude is getting better n e way he dress also had changed alot... sock wee was v happy tat he had given her a present tat she nvr expected 2 recieve.. haha.. dun tell u all wat is it.. u all go ask her personally ba.. diaoz.. lolz..
i heard from some1 tat maria tryin 2 b a cheeky monkey b4 i cum.. haha.. saying all e weird n funny things.. yet dunno wat is hougang chalet.. oh my god... excuse maria hougang chalet is a mental hospital lo.. lolz.. n stop acting all e tamil accent wif daddy lo.. if free go console my daddy cos he jus fallen out of luv.. u shld noe who is she ba..
me was happy 2 c shelby tat all.. haha.. so click wif her.. n we even fought over a boy named ricky,, he was so cute,, haha.. both of us kept saying tat it was our son.. he was only pri 6.. haha.. i found shelby n other fren r very nice frens 2 b.. really regret y nvr noe them early.. hee.. even thou not same religion but our thinkings r e same..
me really nvr go clubbing 4 a long time.. dunno y nobody believe me.. it is e fact k... me busy wif studies n work .. how 2 go..
hee.. anyway i haf enjoyed myself last nite even thou a lot of things happen.. hee.. gtg.. will update again when i free.. so dun complain any more le cos u urself also nvr update lo.. shld who tat person.. lolz... mus go b a gd gal n study 4 my exams in tues.. lolz.. take care everybody...
Thursday, July 21, 2005
stress up
me was stress up by studies these days.. also dunno wat wrong wif me.. haf been throwing temper these days.. haiz... these 3 days haf been exam.. not enough of sleep.. haiz.. tis sat will celebrate sock wee bday.. scare tat i will get v upset cos of exam in e morning.. i will noe my result on e spot.. i so nervous n scare.. haiz.. sob... haf not been eating recently.. no appettite 2 eat.. haiz.. these few days my asthma cum back again.. also dunno y.. i tend 2 get panic 4 nothing 4 these few days.. haiz.. mayb is due 2 e stress ba.. aiyo.. i m not happy 4 these few days.. sometime in e middle of e nite i will woke up crying.. haiz..
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
wAt wRoNg WiF mE
tis few days i haf been asking myself wat wrong wif me.. i haf been throwing temper n kept scolding vugular words.. i really not in my own self.. haix.. last sat i meet shelby tat all 2 go church.. after e church i find myself not tat stress up le.. i really thank shelby tat all esp shelby.. she even prayed 4 me.. hee.. quite touched 4 wat she done.. hee.. recently i find tat some 1 had hacked my frenster.. dunno which idiot done.. dunno y i dun feel like going 2 e fun carnival since nobody wan me 2 go.. wat 4 i go if everybody dun welcome me.. it is meaningless.. haix.. i guess i will close down e sugu family since it is not united.. wat 4 continue tis even thou it is so meaningless.. i tired le.. dun feel like bothering so many things le.. haix.. so next time got anyrhings dun ask od tell me.. i dun wish 2 noe... watever concern sugu family or gathering also dun ask or tell me.. as i dun wish 2 b in sugu family le since nobody wanted me 2 b.. haix.. i hated ppl twisted words n sow discord.. n ppl lyin 2 me.. so do 4give me 4 been so heartless... gotta go 4 my class le... sch will only ended at 6 plus
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
StReSSeD
me was very stress wif my studies.. everyday haf 2 wake up so early including sat n sun.. me nw lack of sleep.. haiz.. hope tat i can sign bond wif hospital den i cut down my working slots.. not like my other fren they still can sleep late in weekends.. haiz.. i dun really like my classmates.. i find then very hypocrite n somemore got 1 gal same pattern as tat ugly gal shisi.. wa kau.. stupid.. cant b bother sia.. my class got 1 pervert guy.. he kept following me n my fren he even secretly take my fren photo.. pervert .. already 35 yrs old le still so childisn n pervert.. me recently mood not tat v gd.. cos lack of sleep.. so dun talk 2 me if not i sure gone mad 1.. i already told sock wee lw if any1 including me got pms on her bday.. i will go home.. i tired of dealing all e pms... as nw i dun wish 2 noe n dun wish 2 bother .. 4 me everyday is sleep , eat , work n studies.. no time 4 all tis things n my health is not tat very good... so better dun make me angry if not i may fainted anytime... 2 more wks will b my exam.. haiz... yesterday jus learn how 2 take blood pressure n listen 2 heart beat.. i even asked my doc 2 teach me n he even bcum my guinea pig..
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
tired
since how long i nvr write my blog le.. really very busy wif my studies n work.. everyday wake up at 5 am 2 go sch.. recently my health is also not tat gd.. it since like getting very worse.. my doc said if my hb kept dropping.. if my hb kept dropping i haf 2 admited 2 a&e.. last sun i fainted at home n nobody was at home.. i even take 2 days mc in e 2nd wk of sch.. friends n lecturer was so scared tat i may faint anytime.. i really got no time 2 eat.. i haf lose weight again.. haiz.. my mum asked me 2 eat chicken esscence.. haiz.. i really getting weaker n weaker.. i was so scare tat i got blood cancer.. wat if 1 day i haf.. will my fren n loved 1 abandon me.. tis is wat i asked myself.. i even cried.. haiz.. hope tis type of thing wont happen on me.. my future had jus started.. nw everyday haf 2 eat so many vitamins.. nw i only wish fri faster cum.. so tat i can slp more.. thank 4 ur concern sock wee .. u also take carec 2