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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

i still having a mense. i have stop crying.wat he said is true. i m e most useless gf that he have. i never think of him n only think of myself. make him no mood to work and worry abt me. i shld not ask him those questions. i shld have more trust in him. he say his he art for me is slowly dying if i continue to be like this. last nite my da jie tok 2 me. she said since it is so tong ku y not break up. but i really love him alot. i noe i m not a good gf. i onli noe how to make him worry abt me. and now i have make my whole family worried about me. i never tok to them. yesterday 1 whole day i never eat. i only lie on e bed looking at e ceiling. thinking of all the good memories we have. like 2006 new yr eve we went to vivo city n when i sick he is e one who bring me to see dr.. i really touched for what he done for me. of all the bf he is e only who is there for me always.. i shld not compare him with my ex. whatever happen between my ex is already so many yrs.he say he want to see me happy again. e usual me. i guess i need some time to get back to myself. i cannot continue to be like this anymore. always suspect he got any gfs.. i need to have more trust in our relationship.. i noe how much sorry i tell him he will never forgive me. cos i m e really most useless gf tat he have