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Sunday, August 05, 2007

wat haf i do for my sat and sunday

Sat
haf to work.. after work go to dar house n den fetch his sis to his house.. at nite we went to dreamer cafer to listen ppl sing songs wif my da jie tat all.. we decide to engage in next yr 8 feb.. hee.. my mum dun wan to clash wif my grandpa death anviseray in dec.. onli reach home at 12 am plus..tired cos nvr slp in noon

Sun
today is a sad day.. i m super sad n mentally breakdown.. i was not lidat in e morning.. it onli happen in e noon dar hp ring wif a gal msg.. i m scare n i brokedown. u all may say i silly.. but u all dun understand how i feel.. once i haf an ex who also always say tat he haf no other gals behind my back in e end i was e last person to noe tat he haf.. no matter how dear explain it simply cant go into my ears as i was very hurt.. in mentally state i cut my wrist when dar is sleepin.. cos e pain is too much 4 me... dar wake up n see my hand wid blood.. n asked y i do tis.. i say i also dunno y.. cos at tat moment i jus onli wan,..i check his hp n saw a gal callin him in e middle of nite. he say is a wrong no.. but i also dunno whether 2 believe him anot.. den he also wan to cut his wrist too.. n i told him if he do it n i will jump down.. i nearly do it but he stopped me..den in end he try 2 make me happy. but i m not happy.. jus nw i jus dun wan to go home cos i haf an arguement abt e way he drive.. n he threaten tat he will break up if i dun go home.. den i go back n asked him whether is he really wan to break up.. he say he dun wan n i go home wif a very sad .. he msg me n asked me to believe in him n he dun wish to lose me.. my mind is very confuse.. i m stuck in to believe or dun belive.. i noe he is gd to me n always be wif me.. n we will be engaging soon. is it a test from god.. to test r we strong enough in our relationship