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Sunday, July 09, 2006

hmmm.. wat haf i been doin 4 my holiday.. still e same.. workin n playin my organ.. recently i like 2 listen a song cal fixing a broken heart.. i haf been keepin myself busy by playin my organ.. but i simply jus cant concentrate on playin.. den i cried.. i really really cant take it.. i noe tat i do luv him but i choose 2 run away.. but tat him will nvr noe tat i still luv him 4 so many mths le.. tis few nites i dun really slp well due 2 dreams.. haix
ever since my sista bring me 2 c a thai monk n another holy man.. i haf been changed.. from many yrs back i already noe tat there is a spirit followin me.. haha.. cant believe rite.. i also cant believe.. i also cant imagine tat e guy tat i haf been 2 gether 4 alomost 6 yrs haf placed a spell on me.. tat guy is my ex n he is a thai.. haix.. ever since e break up i simply jus cant go out wif any guys.. if i hf bf he will b back again..
i hf lose weight again due 2 i nvr eat well.. sometime i simply dun wan 2 use my intinsct co i noe tat watever thing i tink will sure turn out 2 b real..
i cant work in hospital due 2 i easily attracted 2 dirty stuffs.. haix
sometime i really wan a bf 2 dote n love me.. but those guys who woo me r jus after my luks.. haix.. i realli hated it.. really..
i hated my fren 4 sayin tat u r pretty sure got guy wan me de.. y mus b pretty den will b ppl wan u.. frens envy me but i dun envy myself..
tis poem suit me
after so many days n months
i realised tat i still loved you
but now we hve become stranger
when is the last time tat i have seen you
how i wish i can be in your arms again
but now i can only dream of you
when i was sleeping
my heart really ached
when i think of you
life is full of misery
without you in my heart
how i wish i can hear
those 3 words
"i love you" again