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Thursday, July 27, 2006
7th month again

argh... so fast it is already 7th mth le.. haix.. i gonna 2 b sick 4 tis whole mth.. n haf 2 c my doc cos of asthma n allergic nose.. aiyo.. luk like everyday i haf 2 bring my inhaler out.. haix.. tis 2 days i am havin a bad block nose.. my eyes was very teary n pain.. attachment haf started.. i am damm tired... very tired.. everyday only slp like 4 to 5 hrs lidat.. i am feelin weaker as day passed.. face bcum more pale.. haix.. luckily 2 day i in noon shift.. if not i haf 2 wake up at 4.45am again.. i am nw in mother n child ward which is o&g.. nw den i noe tat e legal age of havin abortion is at 16 yrs old above.. omg.. isnt it scary.. really cant believe.. haix.. next wed i will b in delivery suite seein patients givin birth.. omg.. i tink i will sure faint.. fearin tat e baby head will b dropped from e body.. can i choose not 2 c as i am really very afraid n thurs i haf 2 bath baby.. omg.. another scary thing.. i haf nvr carry a baby in my whole life.. i am so afraid tat i might dropped e baby.. haix.. recently my whole body kept achin.. luk like i am gettin weaker each days.. nvr eat n slp well.. e doc said tat i still young yet my hb is still so low.. how 2 give birth in future.. if i really haf 2 give birth i will either went into coma or may jus die due 2 loss of blood.. haix.. but tat not i wanted.. i already tried my best 2 eat well n take all my vitamin n iron supplements.. but still no use.. very upset.. haix.. he advised me 2 do a full body check up n i said i dun wan.. dun wan 2 listen bad news again. hmmm. i still liked him but 2 bad we haf bcum stranger.. haix.. i hope tat my health will get better n my giddiness will b gone.. n attachment faster finish.. will update when i free again