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Monday, May 22, 2006
sad sad depressed

me from e startin of sch i haf been depressed.. ever since he break up wif me i more depressed.. me from 54 kg i haf lose weight till 48 kg.. suprised rite
me nvr eat n slp well.. almost every nite wake up from nitemares n cried.. i simply 2 stressed.. frens said tat i havin depression.. how i wish i m dead at least i will not seen e misery of tis world.. how i wish i in coma at least i dunno anything.. life is full of misery./. haiz
last sat went kbox wif christine.. me treat her.. i order tequila alcoholic drink 2 make myself drunk.. haha.. den i from 2pm sing 2 7 pm.. haha.. in e end i m really half drunk
jus saw his frendster.. sad.. nw only times can heal my wound.. last nite chat wif zibing.. he consoled me.. he said tat is tat guy stupid dun wan me
nw i choose not 2 like guys.. guys always break gal hearts.. last nit msg sock wee.. y god always let us meet e 1 tat we luv n in e end take it away
is it destined tat i will b single 4ever..
my 1st luv is already is miserable le.. y god still wan 2 treat me lidat..
i am tired..
mentality n physically tired n strained
how i wish i haf lose my memory
at least i will not b so miserable
i choose 2 4get everything includin frens n families
at least i will not rmb e past
no mood 2 study
exam comin soon
haiz

tis song is i jus suddenly tink n write
e sky is dark
n there is nobody except me
feelin so lonely n heartbroken
nobody can understand my feelin n misery

i thou u r e 1
who is meant 4 me
in e end we r separated
due 2 both of us haf been hurt b4
till nw my heart really ache when i tink of u

e day u told me tat i m not e 1
it really break my heart into pieces
how i wish time can go back
but everything is 2 late
our feeling will not b e same anymore
nw only times can heal my wound
n make me 4get u


i will edited tis song when i free.. still haven tink of e title.. frens do gives me some ideas