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Monday, May 22, 2006
sad sad depressed
me from e startin of sch i haf been depressed.. ever since he break up wif me i more depressed.. me from 54 kg i haf lose weight till 48 kg.. suprised rite
me nvr eat n slp well.. almost every nite wake up from nitemares n cried.. i simply 2 stressed.. frens said tat i havin depression.. how i wish i m dead at least i will not seen e misery of tis world.. how i wish i in coma at least i dunno anything.. life is full of misery./. haiz last sat went kbox wif christine.. me treat her.. i order tequila alcoholic drink 2 make myself drunk.. haha.. den i from 2pm sing 2 7 pm.. haha.. in e end i m really half drunk jus saw his frendster.. sad.. nw only times can heal my wound.. last nite chat wif zibing.. he consoled me.. he said tat is tat guy stupid dun wan me nw i choose not 2 like guys.. guys always break gal hearts.. last nit msg sock wee.. y god always let us meet e 1 tat we luv n in e end take it away is it destined tat i will b single 4ever.. my 1st luv is already is miserable le.. y god still wan 2 treat me lidat.. i am tired.. mentality n physically tired n strained how i wish i haf lose my memory at least i will not b so miserable i choose 2 4get everything includin frens n families at least i will not rmb e past no mood 2 study exam comin soon haiz tis song is i jus suddenly tink n write e sky is dark n there is nobody except me feelin so lonely n heartbroken nobody can understand my feelin n misery i thou u r e 1 who is meant 4 me in e end we r separated due 2 both of us haf been hurt b4 till nw my heart really ache when i tink of u e day u told me tat i m not e 1 it really break my heart into pieces how i wish time can go back but everything is 2 late our feeling will not b e same anymore nw only times can heal my wound n make me 4get u i will edited tis song when i free.. still haven tink of e title.. frens do gives me some ideas |