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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
i really feel like givin up everything. y is it tat whenever i haf a bf he mus b back 2 spoilt it.. it is not already e 1st time. tat is e reason tat i choose 2 b single due 2 e probia tat i haf.. is it tat i am destined 2 b single 4ever.. y is god so unfair. all i get is hurt n pains from everyway. tired of relationship. tired of fallin in luv. i rather b a lesbian den 2 luv guy again. cos i no longer trust in luv from guys. guys always giv empty promises. they only noe how 2 break gals heart. studies.. me cant cope well wif studies.. simply i jus haf no mood n strength 2 concentrate on things. everyday i haf been puttin masks in order 2 make ppl happy n not 2 make them worry 4 me.. nw seriously speakin i also sunno wat 2 do.. studies , relationship, frens n health problems. if only nw i am in my own la la land at least i wont haf 2 face all these problem in e realistic world..
isnt it funny. after so many days, wks n yrs. den u realise tat e person u luv is still e same old person. hmmm.. only sock wee n leonard will noe who m i talkin. ever since e break up tat i haf recently i started 2 miss e guy tat i once n really luv in e past. i started 2 tink all e gd times tat i haf wif him. den i realised tat how foolish am i. i took granted of him n let him go from my life. funny rite.. hmmm. gotta stop writin as i need 2 do research regardin my health problems. take care 2 all my frens. n really miss u all alot especially him n sock wee.. only sock wee will noe who is tat person.. muacks..
isnt it funny. after so many days, wks n yrs. den u realise tat e person u luv is still e same old person. hmmm.. only sock wee n leonard will noe who m i talkin. ever since e break up tat i haf recently i started 2 miss e guy tat i once n really luv in e past. i started 2 tink all e gd times tat i haf wif him. den i realised tat how foolish am i. i took granted of him n let him go from my life. funny rite.. hmmm. gotta stop writin as i need 2 do research regardin my health problems. take care 2 all my frens. n really miss u all alot especially him n sock wee.. only sock wee will noe who is tat person.. muacks..