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Friday, May 19, 2006
hurted again
me tis wk really emotional unstable.. due 2 my bf break up wif me.. thou we been 2gether 4 almost 2 wks.. but it still hurt.. me cried 4 many days.. nvr eat n slp well.. cant concentrate on studies.. it is like not like me.. haiz.. stress over studies n health.. teachers n frens worry 4 me cos me 2 days nvr go sch due 2 emotional breakdown n sick.. haiz.. asthma , giddiness n heartache appearred at e same time.. haiz.. sometime i wonder is it tat i not gd or wat.. y is it tat i always get hurt in bgr.. tired n sad u noe.. it really hurt.. god let u meet e 1 u luv in e end he will take away suddenly without lettin u noe early.. haiz.. tired of fallin in luv.. i find tat it is seem like i haf some sort of depression.. me everydy wear masks jus 2 make fren happy.. but deep inside my heart i am very miserable.. i asked myself tat y other gals can haf a bf who truly luv them y cant i haf.. haiz.. if i haf a choice i choose 2 lose my memory or coma 4ever.. haha.. nw only times can heal my wounds.. tryin hard 2 get back my own life.. i find tat i very silly ... haha.. frens always said tat i so pretty sure got guys wan me.. but 4 me i rather my bf go 4 my inner beauty than my outer beauty.. haha.. tired,sick,heartache..