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Sunday, April 02, 2006
2 more weeks 2 holiday
yesterday i did not go church due 2 i not feelin well.. my whole body r aching.. 4 tis 2 wks my haf been aching.. it was so painful until i wan 2 cried n cant even walk properly.. mdm tan is back 2 nuh again.. last thurs jus saw her. e moment i saw her my heart nearly stop n my face also turn green.. she was e 1 who terrorised us at e last posting.. nw when we start work if we hear any footstep from outside our heart will drop.. haiz.. i only wan my tis posting end faster.. i was really 2 tired.. tired of facin all e ppl from outside.. at time i really feel ike givin up myself .. but i told myself 2 be brave 2 handle all e obstacles.. i jus cut my hair.. it is realli damm short.. i vent all my stress o my hair.. haha.. i jus 2 tired.. tis few wks i haf been havin asthma.. there were so many time tat i almost collasped at e church.. haix.. tis few days i really feelin very giddy.. realli no strength.. haix.. i haf been havin weird dreams 4 tis few nites.. dun realli slp well.. as 4 my attachment i really scared tat i cant finish my skills.. n everyday i was so busy doing all care 4 my patients.. i jus read newspaper n find tat 1 of my patient had jus passed away.. haix.. life is realli very short.. last monday my stomach was almost kicked by my patient.. den e doc decided 2 restraint her.. she pinch my hand n spit on my face n hair.. if not i will sure admitted 2 hospital if she realli kick my stomach.. tmr is another busy day 4 me.. hope tat i can survive n haf more strength