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Sunday, March 19, 2006
2day is a happy n sad day 4 me.. happy cos 1st time dian celebrate bday 4 me but sad cos of my frens.. tis is my 1st time 2 c my cl n ul so angry.. quite taken back.. tis whole wk haf been a unpleasant 1.. but i still thank god 4 changed me.. if not i will sure give my fren a tight slap n might jus lose my control.. i really dun understand y ppl can curse a person 2 die jus 2 do a skill.. 4 me i simply cant bring myself 2 do last office.. haix. my attachment frens haf changed.. ever since we changed a lecturer everything went wrong.. ppl started 2 take advantages of e teacher.. y. tis is wat i asked myself.. frens.. some of them pretend 2 do thing in front of ppl but behind they nvr.. i told myself tat god haf eyes.. he will noe everything.. on my bday i was very upset cos of my fren get scoldin 4 nothin by e sister.. it was another person fault.. i was very sad cos how can tat person do tis 2 her.. cant she admit tat it was her fault.. y haf she need 2 hide behind n act very afraid.. y.. i really dun understand..anyway i told myself tat it is over.. no point pinnin on it.. 2 days ago my patient passed away.. in e mornin she was fine but suddenly in e late mornin she collapsed.. i was very sad.. i almost cried when i noe tat she collasped.. n e doc jus take his own sweet time 2 cum.. haix.. i jus can rmb e way she said gd nite 2 me b4 she sleep.. b4 i left e ward i went 2 c her... she looked very miserable.. when i saw her wearin tat oxygen mask n breath difficulty.. it realli hurt me.. i cant bear 2 take another look at her cos i scared tat i will realli cried.. den in e evenin she really passed away.. but i still told myself tat god haf his own plans... i realli pray tat she will rest in peace n her family will accept e fact tat she is gone..
to all my frens in di.. i really thank 4 ur present n cards.. i realli like alot.. so let us continue 2 serve god 2 gether once again..thanks.. |