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Monday, November 28, 2005
y is he back again

y is he back again 2 disturb my life.. last friday i haf recieved a msg from my ex bf sister tat my ex is in jail again.. haiz.. hmmm.. y is he doing all those stupid things.. i already haf 4get him.. recently so many things happen & i still haven settled it & den he created another trouble 4 me.. he wanted me 2 visit him & write letter 2 him..
haiz.. y is he doing tis 2 create trouble 4 me.. school had jus reopen & i m very busy wif my work & studies.. den i cal his mum on last sat.. she thou tat i still wif him.. i told her tat i haf break up wif him 4 almost 2 yrs & i nvr c him 4 almost 2 yrs le.. den she wanted me 2 write a letter 2 him.. at first i thou of doing so cos i wan 2 clear all e misunderstanding tat he haf.. but in e end i nvr wrote.. den in sat noon i vent all my unhappiness on shopping.. i spent hundred of dollars in bugis.. i mus b mad.. den after tat i went 2 church.. den after e service his mum cal me again sayin tat he need a bible & wanted me 2 buy.. at tat moment i really cant control my emotion le & i hide inside e toilet 2 cry.. i was really very exhausted le.. i even thou of writing 2 him tat if he luk 4 me again i will choose 2 end my life & i mean it.. cos i really tired of hiding away from him.. in e end on sunday i meet his sister & told her tat e bible is not given by me & i told her tat tell ur brother tat tis is e last time i doing all these things.. & i dun owe anythings 2 whole family.. i already haf a new start& i haf 4gotten all e past le..
hmmm.. i went home quite late on sat.. cos of last fri i nvr slp & nvr eaten whole day on sat.. i was really tired & hungry.. haiz.. anyway i haf settled tis problem .. i still haf 2 settle of thinkin of whether wan 2 sign sponsorship wif hospital anot.. another busy wk 4 me again.. how i wish saturday can faster come so tat i can meet all my frens again.. gotta 2 go 4 my class le..