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Monday, February 07, 2005
a tired n sian day
yesterday i was very busy...morning working, noon lesson n in between still haf 2 meet marc n tim sis 2 pass things 2 them.. at nite bbq at tim house..but 2 bad maria cant make it.. i was really tired.. fri i slept at 2 am n wake up at aroubd 7 am... last nite i was happy n sad at e same.. happy 2 celebrate daddy bday n c tim younger sis.. bought a lot of things 4 her n play wif her at e same time... sad cos again in daddy bday i breakdown again.. nearly asthma.. i already felt very bad tat on maria bday i breakdown n haf asthma.. nw again in daddy bday .. i really felt very bad 2 both of them lo.. yesterday i told myself i mus control.. but y mus u make felt so bad n guilty.. it already impossible le.. they alraedy 2gether le.. y mus u cried n make everybody so sian.. i really dun wan 2 scold ya.. y u wan 2 make me cry again.. cos of ya.. i nvr take food n drink beer.. in e end i vomited... i also very tired.. i not only physical tired n nw mentality tired 2... in e end granny, zhen n my other guy fren yifong force me 2 eat.. but i dun haf any appetitie 2 eat le..me nw really look like walking zombie.. haiz.. i was been bullied by yifong.. sob.. so sad.. i rather maria was here... cos is me bully maria not maria bully me.. haha.. tat stupid yifong kept disturbing me n even tickle me n dunno y he carry me 4 nothing.. so angry.. kept insulting me... so sad sia.. even sheila n long jie also nvr help me.. sheila also gang up up wif him bully me.. anyway really thanks pris 4 wat u done.. sock wee .. even thot she dunno how 2 console but still cared 4 me.. granny 4 everynite lenting me her ears.. yifong 4 sending me n fren home.. n yifong stop saying tat i dun haf heart hor... me reach home at around 2 am plus.. den slept at 5 am... only slept 4 2 hrs.. my head was so pain.. leg n arm also pain.. n kept vomiting.. until nw i still haven eat anything.. haiz.. last nite was so cold... going 2 b sick again.. major headache.. sore throat a bit of pain.. dunno when sugu family will haf gathering again.. but tis time i really wish is happy gathering n not sad gathering.. anyway chinese new yr coming soon.. hope tat every1 will enjoy themshelve.. got 2 eat something le.. if not i sure faint 1.. sian ... mense come again le.. jus finish ... nw come 2nd round.. mus b i 2 stress ba..