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Sunday, January 23, 2005
wanna 2 faint
me 2day feel like fainting.. mayb due 2 low blood ba.. having menses.. like hell.. nw i felt so weak n no strength.. haf been lying on e bed sleeping 4 e whole day in yesterday.. yet still feel very tired.. doc say if still continued lidat.. haf 2 do blood test n might admitted me 2 a&e.. i hate it man.. mum had been cooking pig liver soup 4 me.. yuck.. i hated it.. she also cook ginseng.. even more yuck.. wanna 2 vomit le.. looking myself in e mirror.. i find tat i really look like ghost.. face n lip so pale.. even my hands r trembling due 2 my mense.. nw i only wan it 2 stop.. if not i will sure faint 1.. mayb due 2 e stress n miss a cycle.. it torturing me.. hope tat it faster gone if not i will b in dead meat.. haiz.. still haf 2 go 4 lesson.. actually i dun wan 2 go but i dun wan 2 miss a lesson.. haiz.. i haf tink alot these few days.. wat liyi say is rite.. it not tat i dun wish 2 haf a bf.. it is jus tat i was afraid tat i will meet another guy who is like my ex e way he treat me.. mayb it is true.. i really scared.. i need time.. anyway .. gotta 2eat my stupid medicine..